Thursday, December 3, 2009

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AAAARGH!!! *pulls hair*

Why...why...why why why why why why why WHY?!

Why in the WORLD is SPM stretching so long?!
JUST GET OVER WITH THE WHOLE THING ALREADY!!!

ugh.....

I don't like exams like this...all this stretching for days and hours and days and hours is TIRING!!!

PLEAAAASE!!! FINISH THE EXAM AND LET ME GOOO!!!
I'm starting to loose my patience and I'm getting bored of SPM already....I've been pushing it down for so long too!

LET ME GOOOO!!!!

Calm down Esther....1 more subject...ONE MORE SUBJECT...
ONE MORE SUBJECT LA!!!
AAAAAAHHHHHH!!!!

Tuesday, December 1, 2009

It's already December!

I can't believe it's already December... Meh when I'm along studying I would suddenly open my eyes and stare at myself thinking "Wow...I'll be 18 next year! And I'll be done with SPM in a few days time!"

This is something probably everyone goes through, the looking back, going through a list of things you've achieved, the people you have met, the mistakes you want to correct, the good times spent and stuff like that.

I go trough those when I'm not busy ^^ I'm a thinker [=.=], but I usually think of unnecessary stuff @_@

Heh, and I just remember I have to get a new planner now since my old planner is full and "out-dated". I have to plan things ahead of me and be ready for improvisations. Cause if there's one thing I've learned, it's not all things go according to plan all the time. Theory is accurate on paper but who knows what's going to happen when you do it practically.

-National Service
-Form 6? College?
-More driving
-New friends
-New books

I don't like growing up. Honestly. Cause growing up means taking up more responsibilities, new things to add in to your life, constantly having to change this and that, change your way of thinking, going through more coffee nights (not that I've had enough of those already) and just so much more stuff that little kids like me would probably NOT enjoy =.= One of them is you'd probably have to spend more money and you won't get pocket money anymore T_T

Buuut I guess if you don't go through those you're missing out on the best things in life! Either that or you're abnormal. Well at least Never Never Land gave me good times. Speaking of which, I still have no idea why kids now want to grow up fast so badly...must be all those chemicals they're eating nowadays....pfft....Or maybe it's just me [I'm an outer space human remember?]? I mean, I didn't go through the "Omg my kor kor jie jie are soooo cool, and they're soooo grown up! I want to be like them and grow up too!" phase. Cause I was really happy with my situation then...and I'm happy with the way I am now thankyouverymuch.

Aaaanyway....BIO IS OVER!! I have 2 more subjects to go and Youth Camp to attend! When I look at my planner it's soooo hectic (it seems like it at least), I mean, while people are rushing home to sleep after a long day of Chemistry, I'm rushing home to pack my bags! T__T And not to mention after not worship leading for so long I'm A NERVOUS WRECK whenever I think about it...T__T nooooooooooo....

And and and guess what? Daniel and Samuel got me my Christmas presents already! Although they're so mean and lazy to not want to even surprise me on Christmas =( But I got something from them! =D Hahahha...I'll just post up what they gave me on Christmas day! =P

BUT SANTA I'M WAITING FOR YOUR CHRISTMAS PRESENT!! Spent my whole childhood waiting for that old man and I still have not gotten a single present from him and a "hohoho" =.=

I mean....HOW STINGY CAN YOU GET?! I'm sorry I don't have a chimney at home ok? But I have a window! =D


Ahh right...Pn Chong told us to "read everything" for physics, so I'm going through my last few run troughs today and tomorrow [less than 48 hours]

Oh by the way, if there's one dream that will not change since I was young till now. Is to either 1- Rule the world using pop-corn. Or 2- Be a millionaire before I'm 25. =D It's almost impossible but possible. Well an idiot can dream right?

Yeow stop looking at my cr-skirt!!

Friday, November 27, 2009

My christmas wish list =)

I finished it! I'm such a glutton. But bah! Santa's rich!

Today, the plans for Esther S. Chai would be:
-Going to SS15 to study Biology
-Make my mom smile
-Walk

Yeap! I have interesting days! I know my friends always ask me why I like to walk so much =( They think I'm crazy or something. Buuuuuuut I guess the thing is not I that I like walking. It's more of I like to go to places. And now, walking (and the bus) seems to be the cheaper alternatives! Though I have to admit I'm sometimes quite lazy XP

And no, I'd rather not have my own car =P cause it means I have to pay for petrol which will then be deducted from my pocket money! Nononono....

On another note! I'm in the 2nd or 3rd batch for NS! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO... Stupid government....I WANTED THE FIRST BATCH!! WHY? WHY?! I'm so small sized!! Don't you care if I get rolled into a ball and bullied?!

Because if I get 2nd or 3rd batch it might mean I have to post pone the thing if I were to go to Form 6....BAH! Stupid government...I bet even their "random picking" system is bias!!

I want the first batch....and I don' want to cut my NS period short cause it might mean I'll get less money O_O

Oh well, I heard that 2nd batch starts on the 21st of March....ZOMG THEN PLEASE LET ME GET INTO THE 2ND BATCH!! I DON'T WANT THE 3RD BATCH!!!

Maybe I could earn about RM1000 before I go? =D

Thursday, November 26, 2009

And it stops here, then starts up, then stops again

My gosh...the 3 more subject papers starting Monday are going to be pure hell =S


I have like 3-5 days to rest study before each paper, and currently I have exactly less than 5 days to do my last run through Biology. Biology is another scary subject which reminds me of History. But at least through Biology I get to visualize stuff like....the iris...or something like that an with history, too many people, too complicated. In biology, to me, humans have only 1 red blood cell, one white blood cell, and 1 strand of hair. =D

I feel most at ease with history...

While I'm writing this, Samuel is probably having fun in Singapore... T_T

I noticed that all the younger kids nowadays want to look and act "older" than they really are. Makes me feel like a kid compared to them =.= Hah! Wait till you guys get to OUR age and you'll start going "Oh how I miss my younger days" and you guys will AAAAAAALL regret that you didn't live out your childhood and instead spent money time and everything else on the planet trying to act "old" pffft... And by the time you realize it, you ARE old! Makes me wonder "was I abnormal when I was younger?"

Right, so Samuel got a hand new mobile phone.

I don't like SPM...and I don't think I'll be liking any other future exams if all of them have these annoying "30 minutes-1 hour" time intervals in between exams. Cause when I sleep and wake up, it's hard to focus.

Btw, because Add maths exams was on for the WHOLE DAY I was so tired I fell asleep during the exam =.= Thank goodness i finished the paper O_O

I WANT TO GET INTO THE CHRISTMAS SPIRIT TOO!! I finished writing my wishlist! I hope Santa sees it this time. I never get presents from him! And I always ALWAYS hang it by my window 3 days before Christmas and makes sure nothing happens to it...C'mon Santaaaaa....I have not gotten a single present from you for 16 years!!! T_T

Look Yeow! Pages of Adam Lambert and his FYE interview!

Sunday, November 22, 2009

So...we have maths tomorrow?

MODERN MATHEMATICS TOMORROW! lol....wonder if it's a good thing or bad thing...I'm so tired...taekwondo training today was hell....my fingers probably won't be function-able tomorrow XD

Saturday, November 21, 2009

You're only 16 once

Bleagh....corny posts are soooo not me. But I have the urge to just type something out corny and embarrassing XD For the birthday boy XD

Right let's see.....Daniel Chai...

Daniel has been my brother for 16 years. I kinda lived off perfectly fine without him the first year of my life (Actually it's 1 year and 4 months and...9 days!) XD Maybe cause then I was such a cute brat with no worries in the world except my phlegm overloaded lungs.

And theeeen....Daniel came into the picture! Hah! Talk about baby rivalries. I aaaalways had to give him this and give him that, just because I was the "elder sister" =.= And maybe that time he already knew that I was at an disadvantage (I mean, kids are scarily smart! Maybe our IQ decreases as we age O_O) and would go around picking fights with me and he would always ALWAYS want my stuff!!! MY STUFF!! Heck when there was a time I played with dolls (yes, dolls) he would fight with me over them too! Come to think of it, maybe he was doing it on purpose....what happened to all his rubber ducks and cars?!

And the thing we always ALWAYS fought over was....Mc D Power Rangers figurines O_O I wanted the black one...and I said he could take the white one (well I thought white ranger was cool too! So I let him have the cool one) But would he take it? Nooooooo...He wanted the black one too! So when I decided to take the white one...HE WANTED BOTH! Greedy bastard. Pfft....

Anyway, so there was the stage where we were like cats and dogs. We would play, laugh and fight. And we even made up a song where Daniel was King of the World...Ahh...good old times.... Then after singing that song we would give a really big "AHHHH" and roll down the this.....hmm...I don't really know what to call it but we just destroyed the baby crib and made it our playground.

Our favorite food when we were younger was eggs and salt. Never grew tired of it. =P Especially when my cousin would come over and we would all put a blanket over the computer desk and act like we're camping.

The thing about Daniel that I admired the most then still admire now is his ability to eat EVERYTHING! I mean everything! And with that he always got praises from my mom and I would always be compared to him. Which made me soooo jealous! He could even stand the taste of Scott's Cod Fish Emulsion whereas I would run away at the very name of it. He would eat celery, brinjal...just....everything! So my mom would always go "Esther, look, if Daniel can eat it why can't you?" Bah....jealousy jealousy.

In fact, come to think of it, when I was younger I was ALWAYS compared to Daniel! (bad for me) When we were in primary school he was the "pandai pandai" one where he would finish his homework, have nice handwriting, and all the teachers would tell my parents how good he was.

Me? I always had to bring my parents to meet the teachers cause I would hide my workbooks, telling the teacher I lost it, and not do my homework to the extent my workbooks were all cleans (and it started in Primary 1!). So yea....MORE jealousy...it was always Daniel this, Daniel that...You should be like Daniel like this, and Daniel like that...

Not to mention because Daniel resembles my mother more. I always had this thinking that she loved him more. Cause my mom always scolded me even when Daniel was in the wrong cause I was the "elder sister". =.= More jealousy anyone? =P

Also, our fights were really ...fights! Well since I was fighting this brat who was the same size as me. And there were no such thing as "gentlemanly kids in fights" So obviously no backing down. Fights would range from fists to objects(will not name them) and the famous "how Esther got her scar fight", our rule was no pinching. Pinching was cheating. If you want to fight, fight with your damned fist.

Aaaaand....well I can't say I always lost during the fights, I won my part and Daniel won his part. When fights end we would lock ourselves away from each other until something caught our interest and we would just click and start talking all over again.

Because mom and dad were rarely home, with work and all, the two of us grew up quite close. We were watched over by the maid then, and the both of us would play pranks on her (now that I think about, I feel quite horrible). We needed to learn to settle things between ourselves on our own since by the time my parents could come home to settle it FOR us, it was waaaaay past and we would be laughing and playing like it never happened in the first place.

Owh and Daniel was always the cute one. Pfft. He was cute in pictures, cute when he laughed and even cute when he cried! =.= Jealousy jealousy!

Theeeen....puberty hit! And that guy developed a freaking split personality inside the house and outside the house. At home he would be hyper as hell and go all dramatic on me, while outside he would be quiet and sit in the corner and just stare at the ground. =.= The result? Everyone thought he was EMO! And I tried time and time again to tell everyone he wasn't! But would they listen? Noooooo.... And thus, came the name Emo boy. O.o

Then he begin to open up, made friends, and stuff like that. And we just grew closer and here we are today! And NOW! =.= There are no fights cause there's no need to fight. Daniel wins, hands down. T_T

And so was the life of D Cai. Who is currently playing HoN and DotA and would teach me lots of new stuff. Daniel was the one that introduced me to MCR and ANYTHING that is English and non-gospel. I lived under a rock for the past 15 years of my life so I only knew gospel songs and a few old songs which I heard on TV when I was younger. Daniel was also super afraid of this frothy Ultraman monster we call "Alagu xing ren" LOL! Daniel's afraid of insects and heights. He loves to sleep and go all drama on me (still does ya know?) and he has been permanently polluted by Naim's lameness and Wei Jin's idiocy and Marcus's meanness =.= Ahh but we still agree on lots of things. =P Like HoN addicts are idiots which will die when they open beta =D

People say we're an odd pair of siblings. I don't really know about that. I mean, what's wrong with MSN-ing your brother when he's downstairs and SMS-ing him when we're in the same car and calling him when we're in the same building? It's perfectly normal! O.o

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DANIEL!
YOU'RE ONLY 16 ONCE! DROP THE ROTI BAKAR!
GET YOUR SHOES!! XD

My brother is awesome. He's the ultimate jerk and the ultimate kind brother.
That's what all brothers are hmm?

He's sleeping now. God knows what time he slept last night
XD
Love you DCai! Don't forget my diamonds next year!

Thursday, November 19, 2009

Conversation 20 minutes before SPM History Paper 1

"Right Yeow so who's Socrates again?"
"He's a philosopher"
"And Plato?"
'"Philosopher"
"Seriously Yeow"
"It's true!"
"Fine, then Aristotle?"
"Philosopher"
"Right then HOW exactly did you know that statement in the question is by Plato?"
"*shoves book to me* Read"
"Wow...talk about being perasan..."
"Yeap."
"Socrates is soooo emo"
"I know"
"So Socretes is the emo one, Plato is the perasan one...and Aristotle?"
"He's the nice one"
"IMPOSSIBLE!"
"....."
"Right, he's the nerdy one!"
"What the hell Chai?"
"Oh my gosh Yeow then YOU should be a philosopher!"
"Why?"
"Then you can tell people, to succeed in life they need to ship Kradam! And you can say the world ships Kradam! And people will believe you!"
"Yeah!"
"Yeah!"
"No wait, the world DOES ship Kradam! I'm not lying!"
"But some people think it's a lie!"
"Then they're denying the truth! I don't want to be a philosopher, they lie and I don't lie, the world DOES ship Kradam"
"....."

Usual daily conversation with Yeow. Just thought some might want to know why we're non-stop-talk-able =P

OMG YEAH NO MORE HISTORY FOR THE REST OF OUR LIVES YEOW!
Remember to study your EST~