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Long Time No See

2012-02-09T17:50:00.000+08:00

Have the urge to blog again cause I have so many nice pictures I want to share. Thinking of a new design 8D

3 days and still counting

2011-08-24T01:51:00.001+08:00

A senior's architecture course project that I'm helping with....simplifying a messed up timetable worth 6 sems...this is pretty good!

Ello! I'm alive, kicking, almost dying, shrinking day by day and terribly unstable =.=

I have formally started my classes in Taylor's ADTP (American Degree Transfer Program) and I'm probably the abomination there. Being a Liberal Arts English Major, I'm taking 18 credits this sem. For those not in University, the normal maximum is 15 credits per semester - and hence I am overloading this semester. Oh and did I mention that the subjects I'm taking are as follow?

-Pure Calculus I

-Pure Chemistry I

-Introduction to Business

-English Composition I

-Microeconomics

Ahhh so as you can see....I'm not really taking the basic qualifications for an English major OR a Business major...=.= Pure chemistry I'm with a bunch of scholars. And for Pure Calculus....THE REST OF THE STUDENTS ARE ENGINEERING MAJORS AND ALL GUYS =.= I'm weird...I really am weird...but but but if I didn't take thaaaat~ I would be stuck with college algebra...and do you know how terrifying that subject is? I feel as if though whatever I learned from Joshua Tan has been insulted, crushed and thrown away =.= WE DID FRACTIONS FOR ONE WHOLE HOUR AND THE HARDEST WAS 1/2x + 30 = 4 I...I....*speechless*

I'll be spending much time in the library this semester @_@ It might be the first week, but I go to the library to re-write my notes (I'm a perfectionist ><") and do some calculus exercises....hey I AM against a bunch of engineering majors.... XD And I also help my Architecture senior with his design projects with AutoCAD and AI and PS 8D Like....you know that's a handy skill when it's served you throughout your life~ chem class, sociology, business and now, architecture~ I should just stop studying and be an AutoCAD drafter~ hahahhahaha~ I still can't believe people pay hundreds of thousands to learn how to use photoshop and photomanipulate.... *stares*...I COULD MAKE SO MUCH MONIES!!! $_$ hahaha...just kidding XD Anyone has a photoshop assignment? I'll be glad to help~

Maybe I should start adding in stuff into my freelance portfolio again @_@

But while I'm at it~ I'm surviving~....I think...oh wait no...actually...I'm partially dead now....THE BOOKS ARE SO THICK!!! I bought 2 books, one for each subject (calculus and introduction to business) today and almost toppled over and I'm going to get muscle aches tomorrow...AND ON ODD DAYS I HAVE 4 SUBJECTS! *dies* ....bleagh~ Time to get another backpack XD

I'm shrinking~ I'm shrinking~~

oh and these songs:

This song makes me smile~ 8D
The music industry needs more things like this. Pure, simple, no underlying messages and....=.= no sex
Relationships aren't about sex
"In my head~ I see you all over me~" =.=

I cried listening to this =')

Quuuu~~ I likes~
Run through the rain~ dance through the pain~
Sometimes it's better to take ugly things head on

Keep it going Charice! You're one of my favs! *thumbs up*

Her voice is just....*melts*

AND SHE;S SO CUTE AND SHE'S A FILIPINO!!!

D-Day

2011-08-22T02:31:00.000+08:00

Eeehhh? It's ....LATER! ZOMG class is LATER! 8O

Met up with Erik today at Mc Donalds to discuss the courses we're planning to take this coming semester. As by the lights shining above, the Sociology course that I was planning to transfer is apparently NOT available next Winter term! And only available next SUMMER! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

I have no idea why people like to compete. Sure friendly competition is healthy as it keeps you going...but it's just...sooo....troublesome....Which was why I gave this face that resembled a monkey when Erik told me "I'm so going to be in the same class as you for English and Econs! It's on! It's oooon!!!"

.....okaaaay.....

Other than that, I have no idea if I should be scared or excited =.= For some reason I feel scared because orientation just positively killed all my enthusiasm...but on the other hand...FIRST PERIOD TOMORROW IS ENGLISH COMPOSITION!!!!

Working on a oneshot while I'm at it 8D

I can't help it!!! DARIKU DARIKU!!!! <3 <3 <3 <3

Once again, arigato sempai who's going to chauffeur me this Wednesday. I AM FOREVER IN YOUR DEBT! *bows*

Song:

"Not being able to sleep, again tonight the premonitions do not come true
How foolish, don't spend such a meaningless night"

-Change by UVERworld

It's not Goodbye. 365 days

2011-08-21T05:03:00.002+08:00

Because this guy looks better than ME wearing MY sunglasses T^T

First day of orientation did not kill. Dad picked me and dropped me
Second day of orientation went well~ The almighty Gan-senpai proceeded to pick me up~ 谢啦~ 下次请你吃一顿吧! (OHO! My first time typing in Chinese on my blog~ wohooo~~ woohooo~~~!!! <3 )

Though I must say, orientation killed me. Those 2 days I probably got myself whipped to the point of no return.... The Esther-chan that was reaaally excited is now downright terrified. BUT NO! I will DO THIS! *inserts determined look that looks somewhat like this >>>>> *

YOSH! *puts on game face*

ON THE OTHER HAND

Today was Joel Tan Weng Yu's farewell dinner~ He wasn't really evidently close to anyone in particular *except Natasha~ hohohoho~* but we really did have fun and our possibly last Wasabi game together.... =( DON'T WORRY JOEL! I'LL BUY ONE OVER OK? 8D Contrary to popular belief, I'm NOT going to Torronto...I'm going to Ontario yes, but....SOMEWHERE in Ontario~ hahahahha.... The only times I'll meet up with him would probably be during Christmas or Summer =) I wonder if I'll be able to visit home like he does....hrm~ Or I am repaying by being here for another extra year? I have no idea

Everything's pretty much set now. Uni is starting next Monday, I'm terrified to the extent of shivering in my pants because I have to enter the wrong class for 2 days before being transferred out. THAT and my wanted Sociology courses aren't offered next winter....*emos in corner* Seems like God has different plans for me~ Well I'll be compiling another list then~ hohohoho~ I'm in such a "YOSH I'M GONNA WIN THIS THING" mood nothing...NOTHIIIING!!!! Is gonna bring me down~

Just watch me, I'll make you proud~

That and I'll see you next year Joel Tan! Hahahha, then you must bring me for nice food in Canada k? *I have no idea what westerners eat that is not fish and chips....hence it is your responsibility~ XD*

So in love with Nami Tamaki now~

Song - Result by Nami Tamaki

Snip Snip

2011-08-19T07:35:00.000+08:00

I need a hair cut. My hair is going to be taller than me someday =.=

Orientation weee~~~

Obligations. Requirements

2011-08-13T10:48:00.000+08:00

Uh...no, despite what you may think, that is NOT beer =)

It's iced lemon tea

Anyway! Whooo~ I didn't blog on the 12th!

Where was I?

I WAS MEETING MY SECONDARY SCHOOL FRIENDS WITH SUSHI AND VIENTNAMESE BEEF NOODLES AND ITALIANESE!

No no....despite what you read above, my pocket money did not increase. I live by RM 4.50 per day and I eat chicken rice as if I'm drinking water and the last time I requested a raise in allowance, I had to write a finance expenditure report, presentation (power point, yes, power point) and a breakdown of my daily expenditure plus a 300 word long essay on why I should get a raise in allowance. I'm not even kidding. No, I never kid when it comes to money and I really do wish one day a bag of gold will pop out from under my bed along with a unicorn.

Anyway! Sooooo we met at 2 p.m. left at 9 p.m. Feels great to see Yeow again. Hear her talk about the cute guys she met, her terrible physical chemistry and applied physics class, her doing law in UM and UGH! YEOW I MISS YOU!!! <3 Yeow always had something to say about....everything -.- And I mean in a good sense actually =) Makes me wonder why people call ME the chatter box...oh and according to her, I didn't change at all (no no, she meant height)...then again....she DOES talk less....than me =O

On the other hand! I now suddenly feel like I so many things I want to do! AND ORIENTATION IS NEXT WEEK! D8 THERE ISH TIME ESTHER! THERE ISH TIME!!

Time with Amerlyn helping her write an canon universe sequel made me think if I want to start writing (fan)fiction again. But if I do I'm planning to start all over. XD That being said I'm very VERY afraid of my readers and their flames :S I wanna go for more food outings~ (yes see? food food food food food FOOD!) And I want to wall again (maybe) XD

On the other hand, I have things to do like your typical everyday house chores. Maybe it's just me but I find house chores not really bad @_@ I just don't like hanging clothes to dry cause I'm usually not tall enough, but I have no idea why people find mopping the floor and cleaning it hard... =.= I mop the floor on alternate days (since I live in this terribly dusty area) ....my friend complained that his back ached from mopping the floor...is that even possible?

~~Or maybe I really am housewife material~~ Nah, I'm quite sure he's the only one complaining about house chores.

Which reminds me that I feel like a housewife now. No school, stay at home, occasional going out and doing everything while my mom Facebooks (she's taking this as her break now XD)

I now know why she's on the computer all day long....to use your time efficiently I wash the toilets or clean my room or mop the floor or sweep it while waiting for the laundry. But when you're cooking, you can't do any of those or else risk eating charcoal @_@ Yea what do you think I do when I cook? I rush down every 5 seconds to check on the food! Maybe I should learn from my mom and transfer my laptop to the nice comfy couchees downstairs....

Aites a bit of a blur now...maybe that sleep thing wasn't enough @_@ *yawns*

After a very long time, there is practice today =S And I have a sore throat! O_O

The Finished Product

2011-08-11T00:42:00.009+08:00

Resolution: 1366 x 768 px

Made for the boyfriend to amuse him

I'm not even going to bother watermarking this. I mean....it only took 5 seconds, or maybe more (less than 15 I assure you) to make. Take it if you want. I mean...it IS kinda pretty XD Heheheh....

Oh right! And since I have your attention now, I shall scar you forever with this pretty poster, but horrible title and concept that I made for a The One academy student:

Yes, Angelina Jolie in a movie called "Pontianak".....=.= How bad can this get?

Poster designed by: Me
Title and concept by: Liew Kasheng

And now that I've done a pretty good job in most possible forever scarring you. Let's go about my (boring) day.

Sooooo...todaaayyyy...Slept at 10 am after going through with Liew KaSheng on how I made the poster, adding on some finishing touches, spending forever on deciding what font to use, what effects to have and stuff...cause really, his friend's poster, although reminds me of the BM novels I had to read in secondary school, was quite bad-ass! After I tutored him, I ate chickend porridge for breakfast, and KO-ed like a baby till 3 pm, had dinner and....continued my mass downloading escapade. Oh yea....15 parts of rar files with 550 MB each... oh lord may I live through this day....with a 4 GB patch *chokes* see kids, this is why you should never neglect your updates and patches. When you need them, you're going to be sorry >=(

I am going to get my biological back on track pretty soon now that this project is over and done with. I'm going to sleep no later than 2 am tonight, wake up like 10 am tomorrow, and go about my day like a normal person.

Well at least that's what I'm telling myself now. But for some reason I have this foreboding feeling that it'll end in vain. Why? Because I have NOTHING TO DO. But oh wait, I just conjured up a list of things to do for this week and next. Yes a little late I know, but hey, when you have a poster to make of Angelina Jolie, you get pretty much distracted!

Speaking of distractions. I assure you this look so long to make because I was distracted by constant stock photos, brushes and textures that were calling for me to download and be used ^^ If not, I would've finished it in a jiffy and not need to sleep so late....pfft Esther, excuses excuses XD

Slept at 10 am, woke up at 3, not bad. I'll be sleepy by approximately...*yawns* now.

Anyway! I....I just lost my train of thought....wait...give me a sec to remember what I was going to write here.....

Oh right! I have come to appreciate holidays for what they are I guess. Even though given the absolutely horrible timing where people are all on holidays while I work my butt off for final assignments, and me having holidays while others are working THEIR butts off....

See? I miss simultaneous holidays!

Definitely feels a lot better going out, having brunch, lunch, breakfast, dinner, tea, supper with friends that you haven't seen in a while. Amusingly, all my secondary school friends are mostly on break and have more time compared to my friends who are all in university O_O With the exception of Jay of course. No, not Jay Ong. Maybe the whole "I can't decide so I'll just drag it out, nice and slow and relaxxx" was a thing in my school, my class and MY BATCH? Ahhh God must have said "they make a nice team" and put us together, cause they all shared the same opinions XD Don't rush~ Just relax~~ XD Not lazy mind you~ Relaxxxxxx

Suddenly I understand why people like to go to that certain place at that certain time. I get to walk about without needing to rush home for curfew because I have an assignment due the next day. I get to eat out late and the only time I rush home is because the Boyfriend calls me and we have appointed dates. Poor him looks like a zombie and still wants to chat! I walk again and don't really miss having a car. Walking when the weather is really nice. You get to find out interesting stuff like how the roadsides are made in a certain way. Which will usually prompt me to note it down to ask my dad one of these silly questions when I see him. Holidays might not be in sync with EVERYONE's, but they are in sync for me to catch with people waaaaay back *stares at secondary school gang*

Yup, I love holidays the way they are.

I just registered for a new gmail account. Just cause it sounds more professional since I'm *ahem*...in university now. But oh I still have my old e-mail and Gmail fetches them for me. But really, it would be so akward if my employer actually watched "saiyuki reload" =.= *facepalm* But while sorting through the mail, I felt so many nostalgic feelings that made me smile. Reminded me that I do have a lot of catching up to do with some people. I re-read the e-mails Zach Siow sent me when I was his core, I re-read the e-mails that Sky and Randall planned for cell outings, I re-read Aunti Jolene's projects for me, re-read Caryn's mentor-ship notes for me, re-read Suzanne's cell notes (when she wasn't so busy :S). I look back and see I'm getting much more mail from Uncle Soo now XD Heheheh....I rarely had that. And re-read Natasha's Youth Camp e-mails, Ivan Kon's worship practices, prompts for jam from the then youth band....

These mails are really so troublesome and I have no where else to put them! I had to conjure a whole new label in Gmail that said "CBC good times" and move everything there. But I don't think I'll be deleting those anytime soon =) Those are good stuffz to keep.

I also sorted out my stuff like registration activation mails =.= Made me wonder why did I have some registration on a few ridiculous sites like "neopets"...speaking of which, I have deleted my old level 16 xweetok and made a new one! I now have a unicorn and a xweetok! =D

Yes yes laugh all you want, but I find going back to some old games once in a while relax my mind *grumbles*

I find that missing the "good ol days" doesn't mean that you don't like the current situation you're in (most of the time) since change is ever so constantly happening whether you like it or not, might as well make the most out of it. But missing those days actually do mean you cherish them and thank them that it's made you who you are today. I love reading through old stuff! Makes me go "awwww~ I was shoooo cute~~ Now I'm even cuter!!! BWAAAAHAHAHHAHAHAHA!!" *inserts nervous laugh*

I should stop taking pictures and taking videos. I also watched a few videos I took when daniel was still fat and not as emo as he is now =.= But those were cute~

By the way, I believe I might have stayed at home too much. My butt resembles an 11" baking pan that my mom uses for cakes -,-

Must sleep, or else I'll get flamed, butchered and torn apart by a lot of people who love me
Oh yea, they believe in "tough love"~ XD
Song - Cinderella to Romeo

Maggie Goreng

2011-08-09T09:57:00.005+08:00

I'm so delicious! Why won't you want me as a theme anyway?

Because nothing ca be as sexy as grilled salmon with butter sauce and a wedge of lemon. Period.

I don't know...seems like a "food is gonna win" case to me....

But then again.....CHOCOLATE.....

Good morning. I am now awake and ready for breakfast with a secondary school senior. Will post on that later in the day. On another note, I've been working on KaSheng's horror movie poster all night, while with a hint of skepticism going like "huh...Angelina Jolie? In a movie called 'Pontianak'? Are you serious?" Though the results, I do like if I say so myself. Then again, I probably am not going to eat for the next few days. Why? Try eating whipped potato while google searching "bloody head" or "blood and heart" or all sorts of gory stuff involving blood. Go on. No, you don't get a prize.

Morning's aren't that unfamiliar to me anymore. If you compare it to when I was in college and the term "morning" meant "when I wake up" which was hardly. This week, even though is only the 2nd day into the week, has been quite promising if I do say so myself. I'm getting to catch up with a lot more people before I get dragged back into the horrors of University (can't be as bad as CPU I'm assuming) and probably will move into the library as a permanent resident. The boyfriend has been surprisingly sweet to be my alarm clock in the morning (not always successful...especially when my plan for the day was to SLEEP a t 2 pm), whether to have mindless chat with me or in this morning's case, told me how he doesn't like Japan because of his country's land being taken away. Patriotic these people are. Makes me wonder how will Malaysian's react if we had Sabah and Sarawak taken away....I'm guessing maybe not much of a fuss :S

To make Esther happy is super duper easy. Take company that has a mouth, add in some good food, and you're set~ I do notice though that I tend to make conversations that have no end to it. Leaving myself go like "no nooo~~~ I forgot to tell him/her that and that too!!" I'm just like a "ball of sound" as Rachael Yong puts it.

Speaking of Rachael Yong. I'm sad that I had to find out by stalking my ex-contract partner's blog. =.=

And now, I'm craving grilled ikan pari and the stomach will not accept anything else till I get it!! Yes yes, spoiled stomach I know....imagine the money I'll spend to buy groceries to cook when I get to Canada! jeng jeeeeng!!!!

A little bit on the hyper side today. It's 10 am and I need to bathe and wash up and call my slack off-ish senior Ed Vinn who told me he'll quit shisha, live long, donate to charity, get a pretty wife and make pretty babbies.

Totally relevant I assure you.

Song -Mozaik Role
Whoops...sorry honey, I need my daily dose of Jap Anime songs!

Who You Are -10 years after

2011-08-09T01:31:00.006+08:00

Granted the 10321094820934 ways to find out who you are, or rather...if you're even acknowledged or if you even exist not as a secondary fragment of someone else's imagination, but as a real person...I'd say the best way is to "google" your name. Yes I get very interesting results when I do that (just to see if my name as become anymore un-rare as it was before...no such luck)

But yea, everything else just leads back to Facebook, Twitter, this blog, and a few other sites that somehow has my name plastered there and refuses to use my last name but thrives in using my middle name "Seletyn" instead. Granted it's not a bad name =) It's one of the rarest names on the planet and if I'm not mistaken there's only a few last names of this left in the USA....WELL JOLLY ME, MY NAME IS EVEN MORE RARE THAN MY BOYFRIENDS! AAAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA!!! *inserts self-pleasing laugh*

FYI, this is NOT a good thing because it means I'M EXPOSED TO EVIL PREDATORS ON THE NET!

The quest for finding myself was never easy, nor was it really hard. It was just that it was very confusing. With so many different advices and opinions and methods and such - some say counselor, some say talk to your parents, friends, mentor, pet dog, skype, spouse, meditate lalalala - I sometimes find myself not knowing where to start with all these people to go to, look for, ask and absorb information from. And I go back to square one. Only this time, I have a lot more information but on what should I base on to filter it?

Cliche, corny, sappy answer says ...wait for it....God. But sometimes I do find no other better way. To ask the person who knows whatever you're going through while thinking to yourself helps kick everything back in gear. Granted I hold on to the purpose of my existence.

Church does that sometimes, it makes me get back to reality that there is some....well..thing out there that cared enough to start everything. And despite what lots of friends I know say, I do actually would rather live knowing I was created rather than I was "made from microorganisms that survived after a big bang boom and dust, dinosaurs, monkeys, and Planet of the Apes"

Doing devotion, I found myself doing more and more things on my own, requesting less and less of others, depending less and less on others. Dangerous zone it is. Phew glad I caught myself before I fell.

Sometimes I find that people become so realistic and cynical that things like miracles have been turned onto the same page as Peter Pan's Neverland. But I find that the Bible reminds me that the world isn't such a boring place to be after all. The world isn't as bland, the world isn't what everyone says it's like

"It's a dog eat dog world, you snooze, you lose"

I find that not everyone strives for politics all the time. I find that not everyone thrives in getting into political debates, discussions, critics and what-not that Malaysia seems to be famous for. Some just want to stay at home, download some stuff illegally, sleep, watch the next movie that's coming out and compare Ramly burgers.

As I grow up I see so much more stressed, serious, no-nonsense people that I find my own sense of humour dying down. And mind you I TAKE PRIDE in my sense of humour...or whatever that's left of it.

When I read back to my old blog posts, I laugh at myself, I cringe at my for some odd reason "lala-ness" even though I was never lala, I smile at the exciting times, I frown at the idiotic times and I am so tempted to delete the oh so embarrassing posts. But at the same time I cherish the simple times where I could get away with not knowing what in the 7 wonders of my toilet Bersih is, I did have to know who my Prime Minister was because it was required in civics, I miss the days where there was less drama, less priorities and less....oh what am I talking about? Responsibilities are part of growing up!

I might have not found myself fully even after 10 years (in fact, I think I might be experiencing quarter life crisis!) but I do not regret what has brought me here today. I want to get that medal, finish that race, smile and wave helium balloons in the air

Still working on the poster...I might not have mashed potato tomorrow

Determination

2011-08-08T21:08:00.006+08:00

I can't see myself getting tired of kangkong, potato leaves or any sort of leafy greens that has dark green leaves and taste good when it's stir fried lightly.

I've been having a mind to redesign this blog actually. Just that I keep having this dilemma on what to base the theme on. Food? or Chocolate? I'm tempted to go with food in general, but I have so many yummy pics that I have idea if I'll have enough space to use all the elements that I want. On the other hand, chocolate is probably love. (I'm not a fan of milk chocolate. I like my chocolate bittersweet with 70% cocoa) so it probably has come to a point where it's like this:

It's really a hard choice in my opinion...nonetheless!! I'm determined to come up with a new theme~ Whatever it may be...sketches are already in process and I just threw 3 away =(

Oh I just know that I'm going to be hungry while making this...

Speaking of hungry, I do already have a list of things I want to eat before my orientation. It's stuck on my cupboard in a form of a sticky note. Yes I'm abusing sticky notes.

As for interesting events today, Ka Sheng came over and we spend the whole morning + afternoon working on his movie poster. I....Oh geez....Assignment due on Wednesday but STILL no sketch till this morning? Gave him a right hook and made him buy me KFC in return for my services. Other than that, all's quite boring to the extent I'm cleaning my own house on a daily basis....a degree in house-wifery might not be far away?

I need to get speakers, a tablet, and a webcam ASAP

The Blog Called S- what?

2011-08-07T04:17:00.003+08:00

Given my love for food. I just know this blog is called to be a food blog! I JUST KNOW IT!

Photo is the stuffed crab taken in Cameron Highlands. Had this in my albums quite some time ago so I don't think I remember the pricing or the place. But if I see the shop I'll definitely remember it!

Church anniversary is tomorrow! Saying that I can't wait is an understatement! Above all things I really hope I get to eat some good food before I go there! That being said I should probably make a list of things I want to eat before university starts! =)

Oh noes, I think I just mademyselfhungry =(

We walked and walked and weeeeeeeeeeee~

2011-08-07T03:44:00.002+08:00

Went with Samuel to Sunway Pyramid today. Hehehehehe~ He wanted the "sister" advice on shirt selections without taking int consideration that said sister is a fashion fail and cant' choose nice clothes to save her own life! By the love of monopoly money my own fashion advisor is my boyfriend! =.=

Esther's fashion guide:
Shirt
Jeans
Sport shows

set!

Bought 4 shirts, RM 45 for 3 and the 4th cost RM 20. My dad probably doesn't know (I know he reads my blog....READ THIS DAD! READ THIS!) but samuel used the leftover moneh to buy this niiice couple engraved ring *snorts* He wouldn't even buy me dinner with the money!

And yes, it wasn't "a little money"....=.=

Had Wendy's for dinner, followed up by Grilled Mussels and Mushroom Soup from Logen Haus...

Oh and I was reading back my posts! goosh feel so nostalgic...my days are so boring now...wonder when it'll be back on track and awesome again :S people nowadays are so busy *whistles*

I don't know if I'm supposed to listen to music this late at night
bai!

Change?

2011-08-07T03:00:00.003+08:00

I keep wondering....

Should I change my username?
People keep saying it's lame

Should I change my e-mail address?
Seriously, what if my employer watches saiyuki?!

Should I change my profile picture?
I dunno, it's boring but simple and I lieks.

Should I change my headphones?
The connectors are spoiled....

Should I change my signature?
People say it's ugly and easy.

Should I change my....

welll....hmm....anything else to change?

But I'm so uncreative!!!! D8

Song- Rolling Girl
atta boy!

If you're feeling hungry

2011-08-06T00:33:00.003+08:00

Beef noodles from Kuala Lumpur, RM 6 per bowl, yellow noodles.
Heaven of beef balls, beef slices, cow stomach and glorious beef stock soup.
Soup does not taste like "beef", has more of a "clear soup" taste.
Personally, I prefer my beef noodles to SMELL and TASTE like beef.
Would love for the soup to taste beef-ish
Nonetheless, it was good *nods head*
I'm terrible with names, but I do know it was opposite a shop named "Lai Foong"
They also serve good beef noodles, I prefer that actually. Beefier and cheaper =)

BWAHAHAH!!!! Yes this was my lunch for the day~ Be jealous! YES BE JEALOUS! Is your stomach growling now? :D

Back to tweeting on orders of Angie-sama~
Maybe I'll stay?

Eargasm

2011-08-03T05:46:00.002+08:00

Yes I'm using very "internet"-ish language. Blah.

Anyway! I just found out that I've been inactive from walling since....ever....

Sure I've went from 'anime walling' to 'web designing' or 'graphic designing' or whatever fancy thing you want to call it.

Oooor maybe I just haven't found the right inspiration to get me back on track....In fact, I haven't been working on anything since I finished my web page for my mom :S Bleh......

BUT NOW! I'm really excited to get something done...heee~ Why? Maybe cause I just came across the wonderful world of Nico Nico Douga! Heeee~ Yes I hear lots of hot voices singing awesome songs and CHORUSES!

And the thing is, they're just normal people (yea, not famous...unless you're some online Japanese fanatic...you'd probably know them) and they just HAVE to use hot anime characters as their avatars @_@

Anyway~ this if by far my favourite:

Nayahhahah~ Yes yesh~ Feel my otaku powers at 5 am in the morning!!! BWHAHAHA!!!

Oh yeaaa...I woke up to cook breakfast....

Anyway! Life's pretty boring lately.....I'm just rot...rotting at home...the most exciting thing was probably that bloody centipede last night @_@ or the night before last...whatever it's called....

I just figured, if I could have it my way, I would eat spaghetti everyday....or rather something with sauce...cause it'll be so easy to cook...

Time for laundry~

Night Robber

2011-08-02T05:45:00.006+08:00

So then, Jesus said that the end of the world will be like a robber in the night....well you know what else is a night robber?

This:
Oh yes, meet the centipede. The most ~~God-blessingly-nice-helpful-beneficial-child of God~~ God-forsaken-spawn-of-the-devil-creature-of-the-dark-murderous-perverse thing known to mankind.

If you're wondering "why the post Esther?" It's cause I just killed one 2 hours ago, and I still can't sleep because of these spawn of the devils....FYI it's 6 a.m. now in Malaysia.

I swear, centipede breakouts will be next to a zombie apocalypse.

Why are these things on par with zombies? Well let me tell you:

1. You cannot kill them by squashing, a friend who lives in the USA said that when you do, they emit a scent to attract MORE (WHAT? THERE'S MORE?!)

2. They look down right evil. I mean, they have HORNS! And these things are so 'gatal' (perverse in Bahasa Malaysia), that they have I dunno....30 legs? (YES! NOT A HUNDRED! BUT 30 IS NOT REALLY A GOOD THING)

3. They bite. Yes they bite. The thing your mom told you about them biting you is NOT A LIE. Their bite can cause severe swelling, paralysis, inflammation and other non-pleasant things that is not really "nothing". Oh and yea, the sting....is just beautiful~

4. They ONLY COME OUT AT NIGHT! See...these things are so smart they ambush you! They only come out at night, hide in deep dark, damp corners (ie your bathroom) And you know where they loooove to travel by?

5. They like to travel via ceiling or floor....or wall. YES! THEY JUST EITHER CRAWL ACROSS YOUR FLOOR OR ABOVE YOUR HEAD. It's either OVER you or UNDER you....=.= These things can AMBUSH you!

6. They get into bed with you. Ohhhh you might laugh at this one. But there are MANY cases of centipedes crawling into beds (touch wood) I haven't had such a case, and I don't WANT TO. But yes, these evil things will crawl into your bed and BITE YOU in places ranging from neck to stomach to toes to fingers =.=

7. You cannot hack them in half. Cause they'll run both ways and you'll have TWO CENTIPEDES TO DEAL WITH NOW..... That's worse than a zombie.

8. No chemical has been known to keep them out as of yet. No animals like to eat them cause apparently they not only STINK, but they taste TERRIBLE too.

9. They're EVERYWHERE! You think Alaska will freeze them to death? HAH! They have 2-3 inch ones there =.=

10. To kill them, you need to hack them into at least 5-6 pieces, mash them up and burn them to crisp, all the while saying the magic chant "Take that you evil thing of the dark! Now die! BWHAHAHAHA!!!! You deserve it you B^&*()_ now let's see your buddies come get you huh?". SEE?! These things are harder to kill than a zombie!

11. They have the ability to take down TARANTULAS....now why would anyone want an insect that does THAT?

12. They have no place on earth. Seriously, what in the world is the purpose for their existence on this planet? If you want a bug eater we have a nice Tarantula (which is as%^&*(^%$ eats)

13. They travel in PAIRS. I have no idea if they mate for life or something. But these buggers travel in pairs...PAIRS! You kill one (after doing all 3 complicated steps) and you just want to sleep (cause it's dead middle of the night and you probably are sleepy) and yaaay~ there's another one just LURKING nearby and waiting to AMBUSH YOU FOR REVENGE....great going buddy....

14. The bugger can survive for up to 14 days without food =.= Yea this things tough....

15. Roaches aren't the only ones that survived through the dino era, THESE THINGS WERE 30 FEET LONG THEN!

Oh and don't worry, these crimes of nature can be up to a feet long~ Yaay~ and if you're thinking of going to Hawaii~ greet your neighbors there with a centipede cake or something. Yes it's that common there....and people kill them on a daily basis....

Now I just killed one....WHERE'S THE OTHER ONE YOU FILTHY 30 LEGGED PERVERSE DARK CREATURE CRIME ON EARTH?!

Oh so you thought ROACHES were indestructible and perfect? Try a roach that can bite with more than 30 legs! YES IT'S CALLED A CENTIPEDE!

For more reading pleasure:
http://www.leisureagency.org/blogatron/000002.html

Yaaay now I can't sleep till I find the other one~

The Smell Of Independance

2011-08-01T11:07:00.002+08:00

I don't care what you say, but this was one of the best salted chicken I've ever had that is NOT the salt baked chicken from Ipoh!

I just sent my maid back to Indonesia, contract ended...Oh wait, that was what my mom told me. And I just found out it was not the case. She just sent my maid to my aunt's house to help her make tau fu fa.

I'm going back to doing my own laundry now. Not that it's hard. Really it isn't. I mean, I would rather do laundry than do dishes any other day. Thaaaat's right, I'm going to make the husband do the dishes >=) Now I get to train my brothers to learn how to use the washing machine! Weeee~ Seriously..."learn" how to use the washing machine? =.=

Makes me wonder if I ever want a double story house in the future. I mean, the house is so big but I don't even use half of it! I only use the kitchen, living room/dining room, bedroom and toilet....wait...my house is composed of those....Why does it look so big? Oh right....Because My kitchen and dining room and living room are 3 separate rooms and they're NOT SMALL.

Hmm....maybe I could design my own house in the future? wuuu~

Aaaanyway! The thought of leaving my room empty for 4 years just gives me shivers. What's going to happen to my room when I'm gone? My house is really famous for gathering dust. Who's going to be using my room? What about my stuff? And I just got a new bed too! *pouts*

I'm still going between Business Finance with a minor in Professional Writing, or English Lit & Professional Writing with a minor in Finance @_@

For some reason the Finance one seem more marketable -.-

WHY CAN'T THERE BE A NICE DOUBLE MAJOR THAT HAS BUSINESS AND WRITING BLEND! I WANT SOMETHING LIKE THAT!!! =.=

*sigh* Maybe I really should teach

Though I can always count on the BF for good advice, smiles and jokes.
Heh =P
Yes I'm the luckiest girl in the world~

Looking for Gold

2011-07-24T16:55:00.003+08:00

Mmmm....Sashimi....they're not from Japan anymore I think O_O

I went to church this morning, making the great feat of waking up at 8 a.m., be in time for the service at 10 a.m. and later going out for lunch with the youths and young adults and Joshua for Thai food....something I haven't done in ages.

Taipan is not really a nice place to be when you're the one driving (thankfully, I wasn't the one driving) and it's just that sort of place where looking for a parking spot will be as easy as looking for gold....no, not the DotA gold you geeks, I mean gold gold.

Anyway, lunch and Starbucks in Taipan made me a teeny weeny bit sleepy. I dunno. I'd say it's the weather, or maybe I'm lethargic from sleeping for so long (13 hours or more?) or maybe it's the Thai food that makes people sleepy with awesome tom yam soup.

So yea, I just blanked out at Starbucks.

Makes me feel so old, maybe I should retire.

I suddenly felt as if the pace in Malaysia just doubled. Time seems to move faster now. I think the sun sets and rises faster now too. And I also think my clock might be adjusted wrongly =.= I think it's counting seconds by the half.

Everyone's moving so fast too! As if there's not much time in the world now. Everyone's so eager to go to college, finish their degree fast, earn monies fast and ....well...that's as far as anyone has ever told me....

Well those are people my age....

People older are like 'take things slowly'....but there will always be people who say 'no! finish your studies! the quicker the better! then we can aaaaall relax!'

Yea it makes sense I guess....so no time to day dream....This little body of mine can't stop, once it stops it gets hard to turn on the engine....like Auntie Jo's Rexton :P

Well then, I suppose Sunday's are a good time to daydream....no wonder people don't like Mondays....we just want to stop....and sometimes out engines just don't want to start up XD

I like the way that black jacket smells

Sleeping Heaven

2011-07-24T09:48:00.001+08:00

I ended up sleeping at like... 3 pm @_@ yea....all the way till 8 p.m., skype, and then continue sleeping and waking up today at 8 a.m.

see? It's not that hard after all! =)

Reading up things to prove my mom's chain mails wrong

It's 5 am

2011-07-23T05:14:00.001+08:00

And I didn't sleep....at all.... Cause something happened =.=

And now I'm wondering in what glorious way will I crash later @_@

Personal (Evil) Moments

2011-07-23T01:36:00.002+08:00

Her majesty has a splitting headache and wants to sleep.

But no~ My mom comes into my room, turns on my computer and shines the lights bright enough to illuminate heaven on me, and plays Facebook.

And her son, my brother, has a drinking party downstairs where males who have already past puberty and voices which have supposedly turn deeper and cracked, actually burst out in short screams that sound like those comedy shows where the guy is dying to impersonate a girl.

I actually have the right mind to blast Korean songs in his face and go on a mass downloading spree tonight. And tomorrow when the ass has a hangover and is sleeping I shall strap him to his beloved bed and blast 1002 Korean songs from Pop to rock to jazz. He'll be speaking in Korean in 48 hours.

Oh yes these are just some evil things that go on in her majesty's head when she's angry. Which is not often because barely has anyone been able to make me think this way.

Oh did I mention I have a splitting headache, have to get up early in the morning tomorrow and I really REALLY want to sleep?

Some of us are quick to deal with reality, some of us decide it's better to drown ourselves in temporary happiness. Some of us deal with is so much that we turn stone cold. Some of us are still fighting with the split persona and some of us are just being asses to let the world know how we feel.

Oh yes such acts of selfishness.

Would it be selfish to let people continue to destroy themselves and the people around them and sitting by doing nothing and hoping one day they would find out themselves (which might be never)?

Or would it be selfish to beat the heck out of them and make them see?

Answer: None! Loving option would be to tell them in a sincere serious conversation how they're hurting themselves and the other people around them - even when they're thinking with they're buttocks. At least we tried.

Evil rant over.
Now I feel so much better

Self Condemnation

2011-07-22T19:51:00.001+08:00

Right, now time for a little self condemnation and an emo post that every teenager will go through once in their life in hopes of gaining sympathy from the crowd and tell everyone how much of an ass you are

Statement:

I'm the worst, I drag people at my pace and make decisions without considering the feelings of the people around me. I'm so selfish that I feel sick.

self thoughts about self
happens to people all the time

I'm getting OLD!!!

2011-07-21T16:36:00.003+08:00

So I'm not that adventerous to post up and attempt to crash my own blog with picture heavy posts...heh....

oh and by the way if you're wondering, that's one of the things we ate when the K-family came. Oh yea, you probably already have gotten the idea - Koreans make you fat.

Honestly, whenever they come, I gain like 3 kg or so (in an unhealthy way FYI) and whenever I GO! I gain probably twice as much (also not in a healthy way)

Oh and if you're wondering what I'm doing now, I'm here to proudly say I have not been rotting/wasting my time away just surfing for manga, facebooking 24/7 and mourn over my broken heart cause my evil boyfriend decided to leave RIGHT AFTER MY BIRTHDAY and make me have the urge to strangle him when he said "wait for me~"

Then again, let the poor man have his freedom =)

But like I said (or rather...asked myself): What have I been doing?

Well I've been doing very very very VERY productive stuff that I was supposed to do last year.

Yes, I have only begun hunting for universities for my degree ~~only~~ right after I've graduated from my Pre-University. Or as some of you would like to call it in pure educational fancy fashion - Grade 12.

Yes so I have been hunting recently. While at the same time decide if I should take the January, or September intake....

And I'm not normal because the BF is in Korea and I'm going to Canada ...this is like...cross country long distance relationship @_@

Aaaaand there's expenses since my father is still in the era where degrees are below 100k. I don't mind getting a local degree, but you see, along with globalization comes the urge to NOT work locally and hence a a degree worthy of most countries approval is needed and the cheap ones are in Canada and no, Malaysian degree in English is going to fail, horribly.

Have I told you I plan to get a BA Honours English minor Finance from Canada and an MBA later? Yea the plans pretty well spread out but now I'm just thinking how to go about it =S

OH MONEY! FALL FROM THE SKY!!!

Or maybe someone would take pity on my dramatic life and grant me kingship of a small country :O

And if I were king (or queen for you sexist humans), I would rule it with chocolate and punish evil doers with cotton candy.

Oh yea, those things are pure evil.

And I will have badass honey badgers as pets.

Now, back to the lordship's dilemma....

Oh wait, I need to get my academic documents certified tomorrow....

It's Friday tomorrow~~~

Not listening to any songs due to her majesty's brain now in intense cost value analysis mode

Zooosh!!!

2011-07-15T11:04:00.006+08:00

So many things have been happening....

And at such a fast pace at that! Gosh you have no idea how weird and sluggish feeling it was for me to feel as if though I'm observing everything happening while I had to take a family travelling around Malaysia for 30 days.

Bersih 2.0 is probably going to be the highlight for weeks on end. Police using unneeded violence. Tear-gassing, beating, chemical water spray, death of a man and so forth. That's definitely going to cause Malaysia to be the headlines on the world news for weeks on end, not in a good way I suppose.

Though I am rather disturbed by the fact that in times like these, people do not really seem to grasp the good in Malaysia. We're a great country. Prosperous, stable, lots of resources to boot and (OMIGASH) cheap food! While the police who acted as if though to beat people up were a show of masculinity were the highlights and concern of many papers, we still had polite policemen who showed true sportsmanship and shook hands with people and even helped them.

They say you can't judge a basket of apples with just one rotten apple.

But such as the world isn't it? We get so critical we don't really see the good anymore. We just pick the bad bad bad bad and we become so hard to satisfy. We get so skeptic we stop believing in people, we question everything, we stop embracing new ideas and innovations, we don't offer solutions and we just question question question. Of course I'm talking about most of the world.

Of course as citizens, it's our right to question everything thing the government does as any hanky-panky they do would affect our country. But perhaps people don't realize when they cross the border from accounting for to never satisfied with the answer.

Jeez, these mental traps are really hard to identify aren't they?

That's why it's always refreshing when I meet someone and they tell me how good Malaysia is. They just wished it wasn't as chaotic. Malaysia is so drama now that if I were to write a timeline I could probably make a 3 hour documentary on it.

But when I enter one of my favourite mamak stalls, and see everyone chatting nicely among themselves, a table of one too many races to count chatting and having fun together while eating roti canai. I'm reminded that Malaysia is an awesome place with awesome people.

Maybe we just need a little tweaking.

See I told you things are happening really fast! gosh!

Oh and did I mention everyone around me is talking about Bersih 2.0, politics and how Malaysia is getting itself a bad name?

Song- Cycle by CHERRYBLOSSOM

Meeting People

2011-06-22T11:53:00.002+08:00

Ever met someone who has all A's and A+'s in their results and then they say it's "bad"?

Oh yea I'm surrounded by geniuses....makes me feel super duper depressed....ALL THE TIME

Makes me feel so dumb...=.= AND annoyed...cause like....hmm.....it's the phrase "be happy with what you get" thingy... O.o

But when it comes to meeting people like that, no one can beat this person....

He's my boyfriend =.=

DAMMIT!!

*emos in corner*

Parental Evaluation

2011-06-18T09:39:00.004+08:00

Let's face it, to parents (at least to mine). You will never be good enough.

You can get ALL the A's in the world. But the moment you sit in front of the computer, you're not doing an assignment. You're playing a game.

You can do ALL the right things in the world and make the wisest decisions. But the moment you do not grant them their veto powers, you're a foolish child.

You can be called a genius by everyone else. But one wrong move (like not knowing there the salt shaker is cause YOU didn't put it there), you're stupid as heck.

You can be the thriftiest person on the planet. But spend it on something they do not think is necessary (like a new pen), you're the biggest spender on the planet.

You can be the most hardworking person on the planet, consistent, give your best. But take one day off to rest, to them, you're the biggest slacker on the planet.

You can go through ALL the hardships in life, sometimes even experience things they have never experienced before. But to them, you'll always be inexperienced and not knowing.

You can be the most matured person! Handle everything nicely~ solve problems. But let them see you even jump. You're so childish they can't bear to look at you.

Yup, that's a parent alright. To them, you'll never be good enough.

But it's because we know that it's a...parent thing. It might be hard, but try to not take it to heart all the time. As long as you know you're doing what you're supposed to (no, you're not the court jester, entertaining parents is not part of your birth contract) and living a life worthy of yourself. You're good to go.

Of course it's easier said than done. But it helps to think that way when my mom gives me the "you stupid girl! you can't even drive properly?" when I wasn't even given the chance to drive in 6 months. =)

song- canvas by +PLUS

When you're yelling, they're laughing

2011-06-17T17:33:00.004+08:00

Just finished reading a few news articles today @_@ And AS USUAL~ Malaysia has nothing better to do than make politics its headlines. AGAIN. Maybe we have another nuclear war coming up or something, so they're using politics to keep us busy and not notice~ You never know~

Politics is just...complicated. Nuff said. Whether it be Malaysia who has politics as its headlines every single day, or Canada, who seems so peaceful that you'd wonder what would the students learn when they enter the subject Canada and World Politics. It's complicated.

Pfft....politicians? You think they're stupid? Nope, not at all.
They are after all, politicians. They are masters in what they do - manipulation.

The foundation of a government is its people. The citizens are the water, the ruling government is the boat. Anger the people, the waters get rough. Anger them enough, the waters get rough enough, and you'll see the boat overturn.

And politicians know exactly that. That's why it's a game of manipulation. You get the support of the most people, you stay there. You anger them, you leave. Play nice, you leave with some self respect left. Be stubborn, you'll be dethroned in the worst way possible. It's not even a threat by the people of the country. It's the rules of the game

You may think you control them, but really, who's controlling who?

Really though, in this game, you can probably win via any method. Whether it be genuine concern and love for the country, or just a front. As long as the country's people are happy, you win. If you're doing shit behind the country's back, pray to God they never find out, or else when the people find out you've been eating their tax money, the plot for you to go down begins.

Interesting game eh? Politics that is.

song: PAPERMOON by tommyheavenly9

Let's look at further studies....AND BGR

2011-06-17T03:27:00.006+08:00

Blah~ So I'm free from CPU, tomorrow's the CPU prom, I'm not going.

I'm actually doing something O_O wow...

web designing, ketchup-ing, thinking on my next course.

Pre-U done~ Now what?

It's kinda like getting a girlfriend with no plans at all...

Guys always tell me...

"Sometimes I think back when i got my first girlfriend and it was all puppy love. I manage to get her, then I suddenly think 'ok, now I got her....NOW what?'"

Yea makes perfect sense. I'm in the "Yea so I'm FINALLY graduating "college" that everyone's talking about...or Year 12 if you may. So....now what?

Well...to study obviously...though it's more like...to study what?

So to put it into BGR analogy, it'll be "ok so the next thing is to bring her out on a date....but where?" kinda thing...T_T

Yea all you men out there~ I feel yea~

I see some people still flustered about the blocking of the file-sharing sites and torrent sites by the government. Some people have acquired additional knowledge in another way (something which is discussed to be the government's ulterior motive - blocking of information) - which is the bypassing of banned sites via various methods. Well if restricting information from the citizens was the governments motive, I'd say they're not doing a good job since the Y-Generation IS the generation of information and technology. The best way to do so might be to ban Google altogether. Oh but we do have to thank them that now majority of youngsters now know how to bypass website restrictions.

Really, as a citizen, all this drama within the nation gets tiring. It really does after sometime. 18 years living in Malaysia and reading the newspaper since 12. I can say that the drama just some how never stops and the cycle just repeats itself

Government does something stupid > government does not want to remedy it cause they're too kiasu (ie: do not want to be taught/corrected) -I'm just assuming this is the case > Other party will point it out and citizens will go "yea yea yea!!" > Government comes up with some ridiculous justification that makes themselves look dumb (or makes them think the citizens are dumb)> Government will be targeted by citizens to go down > more drama including politics and various manipulative methods and ugly stuff >repeat of cycle

really....drama...pffttt.....

I have found MediaMonkey! It's nice cause it does some nice cross fading~ :P

Limitations Restrictions and the Like

2011-06-14T21:45:00.005+08:00

BWAHAHHA!!! My final paper is OVER! I'm ~~FREE FROM THE EVIL CLUTCHES OF CPU!!!~~ Now on a 6 month break or so till my uni intake!

Oh which university you ask? Yea..... That's kinda the problem here....

ANYWAY! I'm sure I'll get something before the 3 months are up. Applications should be submitted by September or so in general =)

Now I'm torturing my lecturers by handing final drafting assignments and having breakfasts to catch up with people I've so long ago lost contact with since the start period of Hell-o-rina. Really...I'm shouting "HELL YEA CIVILIZATION AND SUNSHINE".

Meh, but I've been so used to the four walls of my room it's actually scary now...noooooooooooo.....

Sad thing is I still keep my metabolism and ability to sweat like a cow when I'm hungry. Shows the amount of energy I actually burn....must be my mouth @_@

I had to do a forum talk the other day about learning styles along with representatives from CAL, SAM and the 3 program vice principals/principal - 2 vices from CAL and CPU, 1 principal from SAM. Really gets people thinking sometimes how important it is to know yourself.

Let's talk learning styles then. Contrary to what others think. I believe knowing about your learning style isn't just to help you learn and absorb information better. Of course that is the whole point when you enter a course, but let's talk on a more personal level. It all comes down to

No, you're not stupid just cause you don't have photographic memory.

Photographic memory would come under visual learning style. Where these bunch need to see to remember. Auditory would be they need to hear it to remember, and kinesthetic (somehow this is not a word under google =.=) would be to do it by hand (like you need to actually work out the maths questions to get it) to remember.

Coming from a family whose parents compare, a community where you're supposed to read, absorb and vomit, and a surrounding which are filled with geniuses who seem to be able to read, and absorb like a sponge. There really was no room for me to actually know if there are other ways to "learn"

All I know was - I must read 10 times over to memorize.

Yea and I would be able to temporarily memorize. And forget everything the minute the exams were up.

But kids, don't use this against your parents. The last thing I want is parents to come to me saying

"My kid did not study at all and then told me that it wasn't his/her learning style!"

But what people have to understand is, we're not "dumb" just cause we can't seem to see things once and go "ok, done. I understand", but we might have a different way of approaching things. if everyone were to be the same, we might as well all use Windows and not Apple. Might as well all be androids. But that's the beauty of it. Different people make up the community and it makes the world. While everyone wants to strive for "the best", we just have to see, that the "best" is what's our best. Not everyone can appear on a newspaper. Not everyone can be a CEO, not everyone can be a chicken rice seller too. I think we sometimes just miss that small little fact. That no matter how small the role or job. Even a sweeper, makes up this community we're in and we need people like that.

Sweepers do their jobs better than anyone else, even a doctor. Doctors do their jobs better than anyone else, even Einstein. We're given different roles. And it's time to acknowledge that. Not to categorize "jobs" as one mainstream field.

I believe the teenage years are the years to dream, be inspired, and find yourselves. Sadly parents, teachers and sometimes, even the people around us restrict us to the few mainstream "professional" fields. Not that everyone should NOT be a lawyer. But what is the purpose of sending your child to school?

"Study hard, land a good job, earn money, live a good life"

What would be a good job? A job as a CEO with no time for the family but all the money in the world? A clerk struggling to meet daily spending needs? Or a job that you're happy with and a lifestyle you compromise with your paycheck. Surely you don't want to be a clerk with wardrobes full of Gucci bags?

To parents, you're never old enough. Nor are you ready enough. But perhaps if you think it's time. Sit down and tell them, you're ready for life, and since you'll never be ready enough, might as well make yourself face it now.

And parents, your child needs to learn to fly. Restricting it from spreading its wings forever is not going to help them when it's time for them to feed their own kids.

Song - Pray by tommyheavenly9

War

2011-06-09T10:28:00.001+08:00

Aites! =) Another post in 4 more hours >=D

I can Feeeel it!

2011-06-08T01:37:00.004+08:00

YAY I have a new homie~ Amerlyn Wong....younger sister of boss Alfred...really...that guy's a businessman...

ANYWAY!!

JUST FINISHED MY FINAL PRESENTATION FOR THE SEMESTER!! *throws confetti*

I love my ASUS keyboard... @_@

5 MORE DAYS!!! I'LL BE AS FREE AS A FLY ON VODKA!!

that's just disgusting....but..@_@

WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

Oh and wanna know why lord doesn't make it rain money?

cause then money will be like water

and there'd be a world war...heh >=D

Amerlyn is reading!! XD

Old people and Me.

2011-06-07T14:38:00.005+08:00

Aite I'll get straight to the point.

Old people and me.

We have a love-hate relationship.

Yeaaaaap we definitely do.

Old people are really nice. Their smile, their laugh. When you make them happy you feel all warm and fuzzy inside, when you talk to them about their past you get so much fun listening to their stories like it just came out of a story book. They give you the best advice ever. Teach you things that you think is extinct in this day and age. And tell you how nice the world once was, giving you hope that you could treasure it as you do too. They also have this patience about that and calmness in life. They have this different outlook on life that makes them look so surreal. They seem to only want peace. They give you great lessons in life. Tell you great legends that do not exist on books. They're great listeners. Always listening with this look on their face that makes you KNOW that they're giving their entire focus to you.

Yeap, old people. Nice people to hang out with.

Old people are terrible. They seem to NEED to be right in everything BECAUSE they are old. You can't CORRECT them because you'll be DISRESPECTFUL. You can't go against anything they say because age has given them a status akin to Einstein and they can NEVER.BE.WRONG. Their enclosed minded thinking will never change and you're rebellious for not abiding to them. And oh trust me, their emotional blackmailing ways are pure genius. They seem to use the line "I've been on this planet for so long~ I just want the last few years of my life before I die to lalalalala" far too often, and your opinions NEVER matter to them because you're still a kid and they ALWAYS talk to you in the most ridiculous matter of fact tone that makes you look like a kid who don't know what the colour "blue" is. Oh and you should ALWAYS accept their advice, even if you know(and can prove that) it's wrong because they've "been through life longer than you've been eating rice". Yesh, even if you know how nonsensical their point is and wrong.

Yeap, old people. They're terrible people to hang out with.

Still, I like drinking tea with old people =) Chess too...and yes I always lose XD

song - It's Gonna Rain by Bonnie Pink

Know you are loved

2011-06-06T16:57:00.003+08:00

There are people in this world that love you just for who you are
but it takes you opening your eyes to see who they are instead of
thinking how unfair the world is to you.

Challenge and Change class today wasn't teary. Nope not at all. I was thinking...you knoooow.... It's the last day of Challenge and Change class and all....and you had this party going on....AND the paper writing "I love you cause you're so awesome!" ceremony thing that was SUPPOSED to make people cry....

@_@ well yea.....we didn't cry....MAYBE some are crying right now at home. But no, no one cried in class T^T

what?

I've said this at least 10000 times and I'm going to say this again....

I WANNA AND AM GOING TO GRADUATE!!!

I'm seriously in the 'graduation" mood now @_@ not nice when I STILL have large assignments to gao dim....uuugh....

Lalalalala~~*does a litttle(HAHAH!! LITTLE!! GEDDIT?!) dance*

OK! BACK TO WORK!! CHEM, COMPUTER SCIENCE AND CHALLENGE AND CHANGE!!
TRIPLE KILL!!! *imagines DotA epic voice*
owh yea....haven't touched that in....ever..

You chose! wait....maybe not

2011-06-05T02:04:00.004+08:00

size: 1024 x 768 px (not sure who in the world would want it though XD)

Credits:
sketch brushes: Appendix_squared
Fonts:
Sketch Block
Denne Threedee
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Yups~ Made some graphics to relief the tension I'm having right now....HOLY CRAPS I'M GRADUATING PEOPLE!! I'M GRADUATING!!

Aaaaand I have a 10 page research report to hand in, 5 more labs, 1 marketing slide (LOL! ESTHER IS IN MARKETING!) and 1 advertising poster to market....DRUGS!!! =) yeeeha~ Oh and another research essay, exam review, and uh....hmmm....tonnes of organic chemistry to cram....JOSHUA TAN WHERE ARE YOU WHEN I NEED YOU?! *runs off to exploit Joel instead >=D*

Aaanyway~

I'm facing the thing every single teenager (or human eventually) on the planet has faced at least ONCE in their entire life - choosing your major. Now choosing your major isn't hard! ....well...it wasn't supposed to be...until you PARENTS came into the picture.

Well I guess it wouldn't be fair to actually you know...leave your parent out of the equation for ANYTHING since they DID give birth to you, paid for you studies, gave you a place to grow up (EVEN if you didn't have a nice childhood, you're given a chance to live, and hence there will always be a change for you to shape your own life), MAYBE tender loving care, clothes, money and an education. If you didn't have that,you're alive right now aren't ya? You're reading my post aren't ya? To read this needs technology and money so you either DID earn your money and am alive, or your parents provided it for you. There.

But reaaallly.... When it comes to deciding your future, parents DO still think we're kids. I have parents like that. And I'm going through it every single day.

"Esther what do you want to major in?"

"I dunno"

"You know Esther~ Just do whatever you want~ As long as you're happy, that's allll that matters~"

"Oh ok....I was thinking of doing graphics designing"

"NO!!! Graphics designing won't land you a job! Try something else, how about pharmacy?"

"But I hate Chemistry..."

"But pharmacy is good! It's a stable job! You earn big bucks! And You can open your own shop!"

"But....I hate Chemistry"

"Nah~ You just hate it cause you THINK you hate it~ Think you LOVE it then you'll be able to pull it off!"

I'm serious. I go through this.Every.Single.Time. My parents ask me what would I like to major in University. I've been through everything you know? Graphics design, dietetics, psychology, traditional medicine, computer programming. But it all narrows down to:
science:
-Pharmacy
-Dentist
-Doctor
-Chemical Engineer
-Something Anything Engineer

if you're in arts:
-Law
-Accounts
-Finance Management

Yea, I have no idea what I want to study now. Every single thing got shot down. *sigh* and THEN they add in "But pick ANYTHING you like" =.= It's annoying....very VERY annoying...

So humans you there going through this~ SEE! Now you know SOMEONE is going through the same thing as you =)

Nonetheless, I love my mom~ ^^

Daily rant was brought to you by ESC =)

I should just NOT study and get a degree in "Housewifing~"
Imagine~ Esther PhD of Housewifing~

Lazy Bug

2011-06-03T09:43:00.002+08:00

Good grace.... @_@ I'm like...graduating soon...and and and....I FEEL THE GRADUATION MOOD ALREADY!!! I DOON'T CARE ABOUT MY ASSIGNMENTS/TEST/PRESENTATIONS/ESSAYS ANYMORE!!! I WANNA GRADUAAAAATE!!! T^T

PAPER MOOON!!! Weee new wallpaper made~
Not used to a 1366 x 768 resolution =S

Desgining makes me happy

2011-06-01T02:43:00.003+08:00

Not really in the best of events recently, hence i desgined my blog! =) Designing always makes me happy. Ehhhh....takes a lot of time but.... hmm....cuts the cake. Here's the BG I desgined~ Brushes and all credited at the bottom of this page =) (Not that I've been using much brushes since I've found the wonders of the PEN TOOL!!) XD

Oh and here I present you - Ready? Set? GO! v2.0 - stickers =P don't you LOVE the "cut and paste" effect? <3

Hehe...I really do miss somethings....like...pau...

What is the opposite of reform?

2011-05-18T21:59:00.003+08:00

Reform:

1. To improve by alteration, correction of error, or removal of defects; put into a better form or condition.
2.a. To abolish abuse or malpractice in
b. To put an end to (a wrong).
3. To cause (a person) to give up harmful or immoral practices; persuade to adopt a better way of life.
(Houghton Mifflin Company,2009)

Yaaay I just finished 1 coding assignment *throws confetti* and tomorrow will be the presentation. It doesn't really shorten my to-do list since for some reason my assignments seem to replenish itself :S

On a side note, Joshua lost two of his teeth today =P He's having fun scraping out the....ok never mind.

I came across something very interesting today. While I was in Chemistry. Recently for some odd reason I have the tendency to be late, but I would read up in the car in hopes of not being left behind. My chemistry is probably the worst in the world and if an IUPAC person were to meet me he'll (I'm assuming those are "he's") get a heart attack. As if his old age was not bad enough. Anyway, I learned that there's this guy who's job is to....well...name molecules...

I know, I think it's boring too. Imagine 24 hours a day devoted to reading line structures and naming them :S Not really my type of an exciting life.

We were on the topic of Globalization today. Interestingly people love to ask questions that seem to have pros and cons we are not really sure because as far as I know, most statistics don't really give you an exact figure on these things. In one year alone I can get 10 different readings that apparently apply to the same year and month. Confusing really.

I'm more concerned for my education at the moment. While I am suffering from huge amounts of assignments at the moment (yes I'm typing this during a break) I do believe I wouldn't trade my current learning program for anything in the world. I really do wonder what makes people think the International Canadian Pre-University program is an easy course. Is it because it's assignment based? Or is it because there are people out there thinking it's easy that the Ministry of Education of Ontario decided to "up" things a little.

Some people say "A-Levels is the way to go!" some people say "meh, A-levels are for nerds" some people say "Hell yea take SAM!" some people say "uuuugh you're going there like everyone else?" and last but not least, people say "ZOMG CPU IS THE AWESOMES!" and some say "Isn't that like the easiest course on the planet?"

I have been a counsellor at my college's open days. It baffles me when some parents don't even give anything a second glance and run straight for A-levels. Not even needing to ask you could hear things like "A-levels can get you anywhere!" or "It's for doctors it's for doctors!". Really, I thought those were extinct O_O.

Living in an era of what we call "Globalization", (don't get me wrong, the world was always globalized, but the recent years just seem to make it speed up a lot more), one would wonder how many people are still stuck in the past. Refusing to change. Change is ever so constant. It's always happening and there's nothing you can do about it. Like it or not. Nonetheless, do we want it for the better, or worse, that would be another thing.

I have had conversation with parents who seem to like the idea of this current world. New job opportunities. Jobs that never existed in their time. Wider range of education, we get to experience systems from around the world and such. Of course I'm only talking from a very narrow perspective. This is usually more about their children (Yes I find it weird that I'm talking to parents about their children....who are the same age as me...). On the other hand they don't really like how their children can't even speak their own dialect anymore. Everyone's speaking Mandrin. While it IS a very useful language, the culture behind it is lost.

Some people don't think that culture is something to worry about. I mean hey, if you wanted culture you'll be wearing fig leaves. But while fig leaves might have been the earliest form, the fact that we are here today, the history behind it, and all that our ancestors have been trough, having this unique language of their own. I find it very fascinating. Almost as if it was a secret code.

Watched Wind Talkers? That's what I'm talking about.

Despite that, all is not bad. We might have inflation occurring almost everyday with durians approximately going to be priced at RM 230 soon enough, but we're at the age of information and technology. While most are scared the world is going to end soon, we'll just make the most out of globalization till then. Not to laugh at how "ridiculous" someone else is, but maybe to learn more about each other and understand. The world does not revolve around you. Nope, it definitely does not.

I just optimized my laptop! It's so fast now I'm grinning!

Naice Songs to Listen to

2011-05-17T17:34:00.001+08:00

Sau Kau Poh Chi!!!

2011-05-17T16:38:00.004+08:00

If you did not understand that, it means "Collecting Old News Papers" in Cantonese.

Which is exactly my point.

I remember subscribing to the daily TheStar English newspaper in secondary school. That's not too long ago I may add...2 years.

We were encouraged to read the newspaper everyday and write reports as English for Science and Technology assignments every other week or so. Also, the discussion column where readers would voice out and discuss about issues and headlines gave me really good insight as debating materials and a different point of view. The Tuesdays paper would be my mom's favorite. She just loved Amy Beh and would make sure I bring home a copy every Tuesday so she could cut out her recipes and paste them in her nice green (yes I love green) scrapbook.

Comics weren't the favorite of mine. The crossword puzzles were ok. New movie reviews every now and then would make sure I would not waste money on what trailers fooled me into believing. World news were really insightful and I did not know any of the celebrities except when Rhianna had gotten herself beat up.

Just the other day a junior of mine asked me if I read the news recently. And I wondered. Have I been reading the news recently? Yes I have. But have I been buying newspapers recently? No I have not. I wonder why.

My college has a copy of TheStar everyday for us to read. And every morning I would be the first to grab it, flip through and read it. But somewhere along the line I just ditched it and found it not worth wasting my time reading when I had assignments to do.

I wonder why?

It was a holiday that day, can't remember which and I took the liberty of attempting to purchase a newspaper to read for the day. I know I'm lazy, which would be a possible reason why I stopped buying newspapers. Or maybe I was stingy. I don't really know.

Grabbing a copy of TheStar without even looking, paying and rushing home, I flipped open the newspaper and read the headlines. My face literally went blank and I dove directly into the middle section, got the entertainment section out and started to read. I realized why I didn't buy newspapers anymore.

Because the cycle repeats itself every (excuse me) damned time. I remember even commenting about it in secondary school. These are really not worth my RM 1.20 anymore.

It's not the fault of the newspaper company (yes, them reporters all want the juicy stuff) cause they just report the biggest, juiciest, most happening thingy ma jig to date. Nothing wrong with that, I believe it's their job so that they can grab the interest of the readers. But THAT was not something good to read.

I wonder what I would have thought if I saw that in secondary school.

Not that the newspaper is not educational (I still learn alot from reading the Global section and the discussion section) but I sometimes wonder if Malaysia in itself is too eventful, or just too boring. I really cannot figure it out.

Every single time it's politician sex, sodomy,parties attack here, attack there. The occasional good report would be about the Japan tsunami and earthquake (yes that was a heart breaker). But really, flip the front page now, I could say to myself "I think I've seen this before....some where".

If there's anything interesting about Malaysia. It's politics. Well I'm assuming so because it's decorating the front covers of the news almost every single day. It's not even about winning, or losing or what the ministers have to say to encourage our people (yes we do have those, but it's rarely on the front covers). Instead, it's always about such underground politics and tactics about putting the other party down. As if we have not seen this issue at least 908234098234 times in the past 7 days.

Well Happy Wesak Day. It's different today. =)

But really, thinking back to when I was in primary or secondary school and my teachers would ask me to read the newspaper to educate myself. Do I really want to see the words "politics accuses bla bla bla" or "party does bla bla bla" every single day. We all know humans are judgmental beings. And first impressions to count. Especially on a product (Yes there's a reason why the advertising industry is making $). I'm sorry to say, but I don't really want to give a (excuse me again) damn about such transparent political tactics, not was I interested when I'm 12. Neither did I when I was 15. Or 17.

Sex clippings, politicians putting each other down, defending themselves, accusations and what not. The cycle of Malaysia's famed "gutter politics" seems to go on and on and on and on as if it's a hamster wheel. Do I really want my child to see two separate pictures of a half naked man with another person in bed with their eyes censored when I DO get kids?

I would say not.

We have more important issues to deal with. Girls are being raped, people are being killed, we have homeless people down the stress, no food to eat. Murders are within the first 20 pages of the newspaper that you could say by reading it alone would make you numb. But what's decorating the front pages exactly? The last nice thing I remembered on the front page was gotong royong.

Now I guess I know there's a reason why I watch the Global news. CNN provides good coverage for that. *tosses newspaper aside* My friends on Facebook seem to be news feeding the important parts of the newspaper too. I love the smell of paper and books. But for this, hello internet.

Maybe the newspaper will have a chance when I see something nice on the front covers for a change. Like how there might be another public holiday =P (just kidding) or how we're being encouraged to accept something that's different because if everything was the same I'll be a walking amoeba.

I think I was supposed to go to college today O_O

Higher Stakes

2011-05-16T12:23:00.002+08:00

Critical thinking is something extensively used in social science. (believe me, I'm currently brain dead)
And once you start, you're never going to stop.
And for me, it only took 3 days.

Critical thinking seems to be something that threads dangerous grounds though.
Because it calls to criticize the assumption.
To think about the thought.
Is it a fact? Or a reality?
Or an assumption? Or an opinion?
Support, evidence, obeserve, justify, clarify.

People go on about how important critical thinking is.
You need to think about important issues, criticize, analyze, justify, clarify.
If I were to describe what critical thinking was.
I would call it a debate with yourself that is so solid that no one would be able to rebut.
It's basically asking a question, but providing a reality as an answer.
And reality cannot be change.
You agree, you don't agree.
You acknowledge it, you don't.
Good for you, bad for you.
It really doesn't care.
Cause it happens anyway.
Hence why it will be a debate no one will be able to rebut. Because it's merely this: it's a reality.
Which means research, research, research, and more research.
Evidence, evidence, evidence, evidence.
Cases, cases, cases, cases.
Theory makes no sense if it does not work practically.
Then again if a theory were to fit everything then there would not be so many theories.
Or is it just because no ONE person can seem to think from the point of view of 3489728 of people?

Then again, if we were to keep applying critical thinking in our everyday lives, it would mean researching, observing, analyzing, justifying everyday on every occurrence O_O Wouldn't that be a tiring thing though? No wonder people in the professional field get tired so fast. It sucks up your brain juice.
Literally.

I have found that computer programming,
social science and chemistry in the same semester will lead you to cognitive homicide.

Re-Lexing? - Lame I know

2011-04-18T07:00:00.002+08:00

I slept at 3 am...again...possibly even later...and for not the same reasons it should be *sigh*

It's hard not to give up. But when you want to give up, just remember how much you'll lose out. The satisfaction of finishing the whole thing. This is like an assignment. I want to pass with flying colours, I want to finish my assignment and watch with triumph as I hand it in to my "teacher" after days/months/years of hard work. The sleepless nights would be worth it. The stress would be an experience and the emotions would be a memory.

I am waiting for that day to come, which is why I tell myself everytime I feel like giving up on this whole thing:

Hope is there, it's only if you wish to see it and grab it or not. Hope is only truly gone when you give up on yourself and cut that string yourself.

Hope is there, just think of candy! It motivates you and weeeeell, the ability to even taste the sweetness of it, means you're alive! And it means, there will be hope and chances.

When you're down, don't be for too long, get up and continue your journey! The world ain't waiting for no one.

Song - Life Goes One by Arisaka Mika

Outings and Sleep

2011-04-16T16:44:00.004+08:00

IT'S A SATURDAY PEOPLE!!! AND NOT TO MENTION!! IT'S RAINING!!

BUT AM I SLEEPING IN?! NO! I WAS OUT TODAY FROM MORNING TILL NOON! DOING WHAT? EATING! LITERALLY! I HAD 2 MEALS IN 2 HOURS!!

Yes and why was I typing in caps? Aaaanyway!

Yes we tend to forget our old folks were once young, wild and adventurous just like us. And they were FUN.

Yes, M3 went out for a food outing. No pics for the Dim Sum session before this porridge and noodle session, and the after durian-session. But rest assured. We had fun =)

Get Out of Your Ziglag

2011-04-16T16:36:00.003+08:00

It takes quite a bit of courage to do actually. A great reminder that whatever you do, turn to Him. Weeeell it's kinda hard since with everything going on, some people just get so darned cynical and forget such things. But that's why we have reminders =)

Q: Can I do it?
A: YES YOU CAN!

Sounds familiar?

Sometimes we ask around for advice, but the dangerous part is when you ask the wrong person for advice. Who knows you better than the person who made you? I certainly know how my spaghetti would be better than any other people. Cause I put in ingredients you can guess, but might not know =)

Conclusion: Ask the right person for advice.

Song: Harukaze Lover Song by CHERRYBLOSSOM

WOOOOOORK!!!

2011-04-13T20:42:00.003+08:00

I has so many things to do, so little time~

CS ISU
CnC ISU
CnC Video Presentation
Chemistry tests and quizzes to study for
Korean Test
Korean FINALS (Yes if I fail it's proves I'm Chinese but I'll be burning 300 bucks!)

I want to sleep before 12 once =.= Really...I miss ma nice early sleepish days~ This week is such a streeeeeeessful week! But not to worries! When this is all over, I'll be rejoicing with....POTS OF TEA! YEA! COME LA! ISH ISH!!! BRING IN ON YOU #$%^&*( BLEAGH!

Next 2 months will be hell~ Then heaven will open uuuup!!!

Forget about the silver lining! I SEE HEAVEN BEFORE ME!!!

Anyways, if I am extremely detached, it is from lack of sleep.
If I am extremely quiet, it ish because I am thinkings about ma work and how to get them done...

so really, life's good, because I have like you know....CANDY WAITING FOR ME IN HEAVEN!!! AND TOM YAM NOODLES!!!

Tonight I shall spend 4 hours doing graph analysis T___T

=w= I has CnC

2011-03-14T17:11:00.003+08:00

Time to pop some Zinc pills~

Work Work~

2011-03-12T21:51:00.002+08:00

Ahh I see everyone finding their dreams, being determined, having a direction and all fired up.

Hmm Esther, where do you want to go?

So many years of thinking, so many years of finding and so many years of discussing, changing them dreams and hesitation.

So many people in my life with different opinions.

Sometimes though, I wonder if I'm just too carefree to the extent that I don't care enough to find out.

Ahhh it's bad right? It's bad....maybe being too carefree is a bad thing

Ahhh what should I eat tonight?

When you wish upon a shooting star~

2011-03-12T01:49:00.003+08:00

My thoughts exactly~ Ne Okaa-sama? ^^

This post got deleted cause blogger was an idiot and went under maintenance without letting me know so bleagh =S

Anyway! Nothing's interesting lately - I just finished a terrible and horrible and most probably my worst Chemistry test ever yesterday which made me conclude that Mr Andrew caved in and snapped. Though if he keeps this up he's going to have to see me for another semester. Not that I don't like him since he's awesome. But I don't really want to see the subject ya know?

Which reminds me I wonder if I should go into ADP and take calculus ~

I really DO need to start thinking about what degree I want and which uni I want to go to and which country I want to go to. T___T

Oh yes! I rewatched Ouran! (waits for Yeow to come and glomp me) and I have yet brainwashed another awesommes persons~~ =D

I really NEED TO CUT MY NAILS. They're so annoying when I type/play piano/ play guitar. write/hold stuff =.=

Current song - Sakura Kiss - Chieco Kawabe

Speeeeeed!

2011-03-10T20:36:00.005+08:00

ZOMG YES!!! WATCH SOUL EATER!!!!

Run run run~ Ahhhh it's catching up!!! *runs faster*

Speaking about people, everyone seems to be asking "Hey Esther~ What have you been doing?" lot lately....am I being anti-social lately? Nope. Am I being MIA lately? Perhaps. Am I busy lately? Maaaaybe. Am I sleeping a lot lately? Sometimes. Am I feeling weird lately? Yes.

No it does not point to the fact that I'm pregnant.

Which then reminds me -

ZOMGIKNOWTHISISSOLASTFEWDAYSAGOBUTTHENINTENDO3DS!!!! ZOMGGGGG!!UIFORHNFJUIENRTGEJSNGRURIES

Oh yeaaa~ I HAD to make this motivational poster! Cause I couldn't find any on the net (yet) =P And this just explains how I really feel about it!

Yes I want Mario to jump out of the screen and own real mushrooms =)

Oh I found out that all you missiles are like math =O Noooo!!!

I SLEPT THE WHOLE DAY TODAY! =)

Song of the day - PAPERMOON by Tommy Heavenly 9

What Do You Want?

2011-03-09T22:33:00.003+08:00

Ahhh so little things I need, so many things I want.

I am that greedy after all I greedy after all I guess =P

Must....not...fall...into...tempt...a...tion....*falls back to sleep*

I like listening to bedtime stories =)

Making Pies

2011-02-28T13:31:00.000+08:00

I don't know why, but this seem all too familiar. Deja vu?

Into the Skies!

2011-02-28T00:58:00.002+08:00

Remember where you want to go! You'll get there someday cause I'd never permit you to get lost! ^^ EVEN IF I CAN'T READ MAPS! =)

2011-02-27T03:47:00.004+08:00

Thank you for making me so happy every time we talk even if it's only a few hours a day!! =D (ok maybe less than that XD) As usual you put a smile on my face.

I believe I can go further now. Teeeheeee =D

Big World

2011-02-27T03:34:00.003+08:00

When you find things to be bigger than what you thought would be the biggest, you suddenly realize that NOTHING can stop you. Because there's always going to be something bigger and you just NEED to see it!

When you can't ride a bike

2011-02-27T03:26:00.002+08:00

Yes that place is heaven =P MY heaven =)

Hmms....I think roller bladding is easier though

Tranquility

2011-02-12T00:46:00.003+08:00

Hahahah!!! Yesh I is done with work for the week, finished a Chemistry quiz and finished a night long presentation!

And I have 4 days off till next Wednesday! =D

How awesome is that? =)

Maslow's Hierarchy of Need states that you satisfy your hunger before you want security because you want acceptance and thus you shall feel proud should you be able to do so~ =D So everything starts with a good meal! So eat up! XD

I really find nothing to blog about here nowadays~
Song- Hoono no Tobira - Fiction Junction Yuuka

Stages

2011-02-08T23:40:00.002+08:00

Facing the Big Boss of each stage is not easy. But I can't say I'm not excited to get to the next

PAPERMOON-Tommy Heavely6

Got that?

2011-01-21T09:02:00.000+08:00

I dislike this feeling. It annoys me to no end

Competition

2011-01-15T21:57:00.001+08:00

It's 10 now, and hence, I shall sleep just as promised.

Song - Song of Storm and Fire -Yuki Kaijura

Smile =D

2011-01-14T14:00:00.003+08:00

God loves you, so smile! ^^

If that thought doesn't, I baked chocolate chip cookies last night!
I interested for a cuppa milk and some chocolate chip oat cookies, tell me.
My house's too much of a mess to invite guests over, so I'll go over instead! =P

If clouds could cry, how much rain do you think we'll get?

2011-01-13T20:53:00.003+08:00

Yes, you finally get your picture from Port Dickson! XD

Yes it's been a week since I was back form my trip! ^^ Ahh really....I miss Johor O_O

There's so much to do before college starts. I'm not exactly worried about the books or the subjects since I don't fancy calculus and vectors therefore I am changing it to Challenge and Change in Society =) Go psychology!

I'm more worried about my timetable, if I have time to pick up odd jobs to work for my airplane tickets around the world. I want to join the charity/sightseeing Vietnam trip! I want to go to Thailand and sapu all the tom yam flavoured instant noodles! I want to go to JAPAN! When was the last time I visited China? I've not been to Myanmar. I hope to visit Kana-chan in the Philippines one day.

You know...I don't want to go to all the big countries like the States, UK, Australia, Germany or France. I want to go to places like Indonesia. Sad that it's right beside my country but I've never been there. Before I go west, I want to finish Asia. Is that possible? *checks money balance*

YOSH! Work more! Earn more money! And go on those trips!

Will 6 Months be enough? O_O

From Pahang to Port Dickson

2011-01-07T13:12:00.002+08:00

I've been exposed to the sea so much within these few days and so little mountain exposure....Something that I'm not used to at all.

Seafood for 2-3 days...thankfully not in a row.
Going back to that place where I once went to when I was a kid, but this time for different reasons and having a new opinion on it.
Being away from technology.....well...almost.

Port Dickson is a place which is not overwhelming, but sufficient.

Ahhh i'm waiting for that camp with nothing but a flashlight.

First Stop: Kuala Selangor

2011-01-05T06:46:00.002+08:00

Yes, last minute packing was never my forte, and today just proved it well.

I forgot my cleanser, someone forgot his towel.
I forgot my lipbalm too! Blah!

The food was great. Period.
It feels different to wake up to sea water just less than 1 km away. I'm serious.
Out into the porch and you're facing the sea....literally.
Sea beneath me feet, wooden floors.
It just feels different.
The smell of sea water as you sleep.
The cooling "kampung" air and night wind that you don't get in the city.
The traditional mosquito coil that only my grandmother uses.
Wake up, walk to the porch, and you're greeted with a fishing boat.
It feels different, but a nice kind different.

Next stop: Pahang

Going....Going...Going....GONE!

2011-01-04T01:55:00.004+08:00

Ani-sama is in an attempt to download as much watching material as possible before she flies away for 4 days =) Who says we can't have a little fun on the way there?

Yes, holidays are when I try to get myself to feel useful mainly because I usually feel so useless when I'm studying (think study, stay at home, eat, sleep, sit for exams). It's so unlike me to not work during the holidays. But this year's plans have been a bit different. =S drats.

I wonder if the BF reads my blogs....If he does then I shall not say here that I am considering sleeping in train stations and bus stations >=D Nah just kidding =P

I feels good being able to drive again. Korean roads are scary *shivers*

I shall not sleep tonight and sleep on the van tomorrow *_*
Wait...not a good idea.

Work Work

2011-01-03T11:39:00.003+08:00

Ahhh yess I have another 15 days till college starts! Time to get on those project-ish odd jobs! Last year this day I was a waitress. Now I go from writing to traveling and reviewing. Really, odd jobs are fun =) They don't get you much moolah, but they do let you experience different things

Whoops! I have something due today! (speeds off)

Current song - After Dark by Asian Kung Fu Generation

Lack of vocabulary

2011-01-03T00:12:00.002+08:00

Nothing much. Just noticed that artists today just lack so much vocabulary. For pete's sake the whole song is basically the same lyrics again and again and again! 3/4 of it, chorus, pre-chorus and bridge are all the same! Verses only take up 1/4 @_@ and only appears once. While even the bridge appears at least 2 times in the song.

Then again if they didn't do it, people won't be able to remember the song so easily and it wouldn't be on people's lips and people's minds and it wouldn't be a hit would it?

Ahh all the psychology involved @_@

Current Song - gr8 story by SuG

Wasabi

2011-01-02T00:58:00.003+08:00

Potato and seppukku? Naice~

Ahhh it just popped into my mind!
Anyho! As Esther is working hard, sleeping late, and enjoying life, she realizes she has to think about the future.

Ahhhh such troublesome thoughts

I know I can't always take the safe route cause "I'm not ready" and just take the most flexible one which will be able to save me should I find my degree something I don't like.....or my job...

OR! I should stop keeping my options THIS open to the extent I can't decide cause I'm spoilt for choice.

Jeez you government! Why confuse me! I didn't know we need to have a license to be a dietitian because we DON'T in Malaysia! But noooooooo....Apparently it might be ONLY for Malaysia! Ahhhhh T__T

I should just go take Chinese Medicine and go China nyek nyeeeek!!!

Ahhh which reminds me I didn't really post up my success of finishing all 201 episode of Gintama in 3 days! Teeheee!!

Next up? Ahhh wait I'll need to look for one worth my time! To animereviews I go!!! XD

Yes yes, I'm using this short time to rekindle the Nippon Anime passion within me while it was severely butchered as I went to Korea and watched Inuyasha in KOREAN (O_O) No no...it's weird...really...and Ben 10 and Powerpuff girls in Korean? Don't even go there.

All opinions on dubs are purely professional and non biased (chokes)
Ahhh yes I miss original dubs

Now I'm supposed to download this Korean drama series for my mom @_@

Before I go....NIPPON BANZAI!!! =P
And yes, soju tastes like water.

Current Song - Pray by Tommy Heavenly6

Has it Sank In Yet?

2011-01-02T00:53:00.002+08:00

It's already the 2nd! Uwaaaa....I still can't believe it! *slaps self* Snap out of it Esther!

I'm 19 this July
I'm eligible to vote in 2 years time
I'll be graduating from college in 6 months time
I'll be able to enter casinos in 2 years time
I'll get my CDL in 1 years time
I'm hitting the big 2 in less than 365 days
In 1 more month it's Samuel's birthday
In 2 more months it's his birthday
In less than 5 months I'll be on my finals
In less than 3 months I have to decide where I want to go from here
In less than 17 days I'll start my last semester of college

Ahhh suddenly the world seems so scary for a little body like mine T__T

BUT! GO ESTHER! YOU CAN DO IT! AHHH SO WHAT IF THE NEW YEAR'S DAY IS OVER! BRING IT ON WORLD!

2011 2011 2011 2011....
Time to get over this and gear up!
Time ain't gonna wait for you so you're racing against time!
YOSH!!!

Flashback

2011-01-01T17:48:00.003+08:00

Happy New Year!

Last year was definitely one worth learning from.
As we stepped forward into a new year,
So many things hit me.

But compared to the 2010 New Year, it felt so much lighter,
Less regrets,
Less concerns,
Less looking back into the past and hoping what could've been done.

For me, 2010 was definitely something new.
New studying environment (not to mention the whole new level of tuition fees that came with it)
New friends
New things to learn
New things to love
New experiences
New people to meet
New faces to greet

Of course it wasn't complete without the continuation of past year efforts.
To continue hanging out with people I know
To improve relationships that I already had
To learn more in depth about things that I already knew about
To feel more passionate about things I was passionate about

It's the accumulation of experiences of these years that make us who we are.
I don't look back into the years anymore.
I miss them, but I hardly wish they were going to come back. Because rather than wanting to go back to set things right. I want to make the future even better than the past

Happy 2011 human beings! Be prepare dot rock 2011! More sound, noise, Esther, food, people and relationships! ^^

It's true, when you put everything into God's hands
You find yourself less likely regretting and wanting to set things straight
Because you know that in God, everything was done to its best
With God, who needs a time machine?

Frosty The Snow Man

2010-12-30T17:14:00.001+08:00

Presenting frosty the snowman! Korean version! Teehee

Back from Korea- snow, cold, clothes, food, places and relationships.
This is one of the best vacations I've had so far. And no, it's not only because I got to see Mr. Bear =P

December

2010-12-15T22:44:00.001+08:00

Ahh not bad not bad....mm mm....nice songs nice songs...

Had a fun day at Dome. Dome shall be our new hangout place aight? Stabucks is soooo overrated now!

Hanged out with people I miss hanging out with

My brother, Siow brothers and Ivan Kon....

Time to invest in a few....people =D

But according to financial rules, is it suppose to have profit?

To Korea- 6 days

On the 6th Day

2010-11-25T01:44:00.002+08:00

I'LL BE HAVING MY FIRST FINAL'S EXAM PAPER!! YOSH!!! I WILL DO AWESOMELY DESU!

nya nya nya~ Going to Korea on the 21st.....T_T So coooooold!!! Ahhh imagine the amount of gum I'll be able to find there!! *_* Samuel and Joshua and Daniel will probably be spoilt rotten by the BF @_@

Papa is going to Korea again next week....maybe by the time he gets back he'll be so familiar with it he'll be able to tour us around~

Yes yes I can't wait for the impending doom of Biology to be over with!!!!

MERRY CHRISTMAS!

2010-11-22T21:53:00.001+08:00

It's early I know, but since I'm not here then, I shall wish thee now =D

Perhaps

2010-11-22T07:33:00.003+08:00

With all the uncertainties, I wouldn't mind going first just so I can tell you everything I can to help you.

Sticks and stones can't break my bones~

What makes words powerful enough to be able to?

Cause they're unseen that's why they're dangerous.

Kuro-chama's smile is equivalent to 10 frowns.

So take your time cause you've been smiling so much all this while~ ^^

Bwahahahah My project shall be put into motion today desu~

Hello November

2010-11-08T17:28:00.003+08:00

Bye October,
hello November,
I have only gotten a glimpse of you.
Wonder when you'll show your true colours to me.

It rained today,
I felt happy because it meant hot chocolate and a good book.
I felt sad cause it meant I'll need to drag in the clothes XD
I felt tempted to run around in the rain
I thought again because I might get scolded and have no clothes to wear
I felt excited because I could nap a few hours before I needed to resume studying for the tests this week
I feel grateful because as I type I remember
I feel happy because I'm listening to music I like
I feel happy because it just might not rain today.

Hello November, my name's Esther. I've heard a lot about you being hectic and killer when it comes to assignments and tests. I don't doubt that because this week is going to prove to be just the tip of the ice berg. But do not fear! I shall take you dooooown~

Ehh I feel like making a Christmas Wallpaper already! Oh and Kuro-sama gave me a green frog cup for Christmas!! AHHH THANK YOU KURO-SAMA!! *huggles cup* Mm mm! Must get Kuro-sama a present! Heeeheeee....What shall I get? Mm mm! ^^

The rain showed my colours I never knew existed around me
Song-Change by UVERworld

Motteke Sailor Fuku

2010-10-31T07:29:00.003+08:00

Hear the amount of raging males cheering? This is scary XD

Tomorrow Tomorrow and Tomorrow

2010-10-31T00:44:00.004+08:00

I HAVE PUT KURO-SAMA'S TAKESHI VECTOR ON HOLD FOR LONG ENOUGH! *fires in eyes, punches fist into air* Time to get to work!

Ooooowh and the Bio retake test is coming up on the 11th! =.= If he gives us ANYTHING like the previous test....I'll....I'll....I'LL PULL HIS BEARD OUT!! RAAAAWR!!

That being said, November is coming and I have my Advanced Functions ISU to finish! At this rate, I am very VERY concerned if I will actually be able to itget done =.=

Mm....

I also went with Erik and Wei Jean to Taylors today for the Info Day! =D Awesome time, weird people, and a BA. Ahhh I love what I'm doing *promotes CPU further* yes yes come to CPU! =D

And as usual, dogs don't like me...Kuro-sama's included T^T

If I could take a video of Kuro-sama adorably walking around looking for lecturers, I would and you would like her too! ^^

Song - Change by Uverworld

October Much?

2010-10-26T21:29:00.002+08:00

Ahh October, how fast thou hast gone by.

I have a Taekwondo grading this Sunday....am sooooo tempted to skip it and make my instructor pull his bear XD

But I really pity him....I mean....I skipped 7 gradings @_@ Yeaaaa.... =D

I have badminton buddies now! ^^ Badminton is really fun you know you know you know? I'm terrible at it, but it's really fun to sweat it out! And and and the terrible air ventilation that make the courts imitate a smelly sauna is somewhat fascinating o.O

Yes and even though Daniel stopped badminton for 5 years he's as good as ever T^T Guess it's talent huh?

Mmm October has been an eventful month so far with so much things going on. I learned, I laughed, I scowled and I rested ^^

Song - Saigo no Kajitsu by Maaya Sakamoto

SUPER DANGO BOUNCING ATTACK!

2010-10-23T22:38:00.003+08:00

I feel dango-y right now...how about some ice-cream mochi?

YES ESTHER! YOU CAN DO IT!

BIOLOGY TEST COMING TUESDAY~

Song- I Wish - Digimon Adventures ED 1
Should see if there's dangomon

Vectoring + Test + Sleep = Overlord

2010-10-22T20:29:00.003+08:00

No this picture is not for me, it's for Jean who loves his voice. ;)

This week is just plain scary. With 2 Advanced Functions test within the same week, my mind was screaming "GG!!" (Excuse the geekiness)

Bio test next Tuesday @_@ And here I thought "OMG! REST!"

November is predicted to be "Month of Hell" Where all assignments are due and we fling them at lecturers and run away.

Ara....I have found a new shop to love! It sells awesome deep fried squid AND lime! =D

Song - Hakanaku mo Towa no Kanashi by Uverworld
ZOMG GUNDAM 00!!

HELLO MR. BEAR

2010-10-20T00:56:00.001+08:00

AHAHAHAHAH ALIEN BEARS DO EXIST!!!!

RIGHT JEAN?!

Moments

2010-10-12T01:13:00.003+08:00

YES BIOLOGY IS DONE AND OVER WITH! AHAAHAHAHA!!!

Not really but today's paper was good =)

Though I'm quite sure my friends all agree that I spend more time drawing those emoticons on my notes rather than doing the notes myself =P

Song- Sobaksu by Mary and Judy

Canvas

2010-10-09T11:25:00.004+08:00

Everyone of us has a brush
called "personality"
Look, with a little bravery you can change it into any color you want
So let's paint our feelings

How far more will this sky continue to extend?
The world we know is so small
Someone is calling for help
But we pretend not to hear it

As we fight, we find the worth of our existence
Then we start to bear doubts
Believing that different "individuals" are "enemies"
We refuse other people

Relationships become dominating
Not something that ties people together
Hold my hands and listen to my voice

Coloring the world
Without hatred, but from a beautiful bond
There are no useless lives, so let's accept each other
The infinite canvas is now dyed in hope
Everyone of us has a brush
called "personality"
Look, with a little bravery you can change it into any color you want
So let's paint our feelings

For what reason am I born?
I can't find the answer anywhere
Thus ordinary days
Are hidden with wonders

In the shadows behind the light
Each trivial yet lovely unspoken words
Accompanied by anger and grief
I turn my sight in the other direction

Understanding pain is easy
If you could forgive each other
Tomorrow we could just laugh it off

Coloring the world
Without hatred, from a beautiful bond
There are no useless lives, let's accept each other
The infinite canvas is now dyed in hope
Everyone of us has a brush
called "personality"
Look, with a little bravery you can change it into any color you want
So let's paint our feelings

Coloring the world
Everyone of us

Coloring the world
Without hatred, from a beautiful bond
There are no useless lives, let's accept each other
The infinite canvas is now dyed in hope
Everyone of us has a brush
called "personality"
Look, with a little bravery you can change it into any color you want
So let's paint our feelings

Canvas by +Plus

One of the reasons why I like this song apart from the nice melody and good vocals, is the lyrics. Life doesn't go the way we want. It rarely does, but if it did it'd be so boring don't you think? ^^

Friday's sermon was good. It's a good reminder for us all that life might be unfair but God is not.

We make a decision, we take what comes with it - consequences. That's how life works. God wants the best for us, but if you took the decision to play into the devil's hands, He won't force you to choose otherwise, but it's because of God's grace that things aren't as bad as they could've, and would've been.

It takes guts to admit it.

We made the wrong decision.

We're not heros. So don't try to be

Play That Tune, Get a Bowl

2010-10-08T23:49:00.003+08:00

I have a Biology Test on Tuesday. And the lecturer wants everyone to get at least 80%. Let's say with things getting quite boring lately, I shall study really hard cause I really want to pull up my average.

"Which college are you going to Esther?"

I've finally taken the first step. I'm pretty laid back in life. Sometimes a little too laid back. Hmmm I don't really know.

We know a lot of things, but sometimes we all need a good reminder.

Place above is somewhere in Peneng. They sell decent beef noodles, I love the soup though. It's kinda bland, but it's really fragrant, just how I prefer it to be. The noodles are a little on the soggy side, but I like the chewy cow parts (cues "eeews").

Mmm I feel like having a cup of hot mocha right now ^^

JROCK FTW!!!!!

I'M SPREAADING THE OTAKU-NESS IN COLLEGE! BWAHAHAHAHAHA!!!
Song- Heart of Sword ~Yoake Mae~ by T.M. Revolution

Return of the Flying Rhino

2010-10-03T00:05:00.003+08:00

Meet Gulliver, a present from Daniel and my husky and one of my fav models (apart from my brothers and food)

>.<" my images are getting so repetetive it just means I need to start taking more pics. But then again with everyone grabbing a DSLR and flaunting their expensive lenses and fancy flashes, I'm pretty glad I'm having a nice moderate and usable compact digital. The quality and colours might not be able to fight up to a DSLR's, but with good lighting, there are a few pictures which impress me!

I'm a "rich colour" person, so I don't like warm tones or cool tones. I like neutral tones with the biggest blast of colour you can find. Pretty shallow to some but that's my love of colours. I don't mind sepia or B&W as long as it fits. After a while you'll know that some pics are better off in B&W and some are better off in Vivid and some are better off just how they are =) Really interesting, really.

Need to start deciding what to be master of. I have been told I'm good in various aspects which makes me sad, it's just as the saying goes, Jack of all trades, master of none. I wanna be a master of SOMETHING....brother said I should start with "Housewife-ing" =.= Oh and I have been banned by Facebook from commenting on ANYTHING and posting on other people's walls for maybe...a week or 2? I don't know...they're trying to be mysterious and won't tell me! =D

Song- Kimi to no Ashita by Tainaka Sachi

Colours of The Wind

2010-09-30T19:12:00.002+08:00

Today something really interesting happened. =P The good buddy, Erik got robbed. Once again, boo to you guys who are so desperate for money, have hands, legs and a brain (ok maybe not) and are soooo desperate for love and attention that you'll go mug some poor dude of his phone while you have a freaking motorbike.....oh you wait you rascal, I don't hope you'll die...oh no...it's against my morals to do so. But I do hope that the phone will blow up in your face, which may or may not scar your face and deem you to be girlfriendless for the rest of your life. Oh go ahead why don't you. Just go and tell the girl you like "oh I got this scar cause I mugged some dude of his phone and it blew up in my face....dayumn it's all the guy's fault" pffft.....oh then again, men like you probably don't need girlfriends since you can just mug them anyway~

Pathetic human who needed attention....that was the stupidest excuse I've heard from a guy and at such a low degrading level at that. Kudos to you who can only use the word "fuck" in every sentence and not know how to blabber anything else. I do, however, praise you for your ability to make a nonsensical sentence that actually made sense with those Chinese swear words which I am quite sure you have no idea had any meaning to it whatsoever. I'll call his phone number till the phone overheats and people will laugh at you for having that phone. Well done to Jean who had the last say. Can't you be any immature to only know how to swear?

Poor Erik was in shock and was an idiot, but because I'm a nice person, I'll tell you to not use that same story again cause it's pathetic and stupid. Coming up to a guy and suddenly accusing him of stealing your "tauke's daughter's phone" and wallet and then asking for the phone to check other people's inbox and then running away. If Erik were not in shock and I were there, I would've commented on how stupid that reason was because with your face, the tauke's daughter...if there was any would've screamed bloody murder at YOU.

Oh right, he's probably not reading this anyway. But glad I got that out of my system. Cheer up Erik! =) There's always a chance he'll fall into a manhole and drown on crap and actually reincarnate into a pig and get killed to be made into Suckling Pig =)

Pathetic humans nowadays.
Dude you just gave all the Indians in Malaysia a bad name.
Seriously guys, don't you think?

Observation

2010-09-29T22:06:00.002+08:00

You looked so down today. So tired. So worn out.
I wondered what was wrong.
But if you don't want to share, I won't force.
If you think it's something you should deal with alone,
I'll respect that,
And do what I can to support you.
All the way,
For the win.

Sleepy, tired, full. Hmm...Ice-Cream?

I remembered the story behind moo's ice cream

Song- Sign by FLOW

I'VE GOT A NOSE LIKE A PING PONG BAAAAAAL!!!!

2010-09-29T19:02:00.003+08:00

Today I finished my Biology homework for the day! I don't have Advanced Functions homework, and I had Maggi Hot Cup for lunch....2 days in a row...*sigh*...so unhealthy....

Breakfast - Chicken Porrige
Lunch - Maggi Hot Cup (Curry)
Dinner - Rice, Fried Fish, Vege Soup, 2 slices of White Bread

I look forward to tomorrow! Truthfully, I hope what I learned in Biology today will stay in my brain. And STAY there =.= I was actually really eager to do homework today! What a weird thing...and the next thing I knew, Wei Jean was carrying me and I was singing "10 Little Indian Boys"....hand motions included.

Mmm....now I'm into research on Animal Testing...Did you know Loreal tests on animals? D:

Song - Wish by Sowelu

4 am

2010-09-29T04:05:00.000+08:00

And I'm still awake. I can't sleep...

Dayumn I shouldn't have taken that bloody nap =.=

Tastebuds

2010-09-28T08:12:00.003+08:00

Tastebuds still fail me...bleagh...You better get better Esther....Food is now an issue here >=(

Friday. Satruday. Sunday.

2010-09-27T16:46:00.002+08:00

It was Friday. And the group decided to watch "Devil" at Mid Valley. And we went....

In my mom's car...

It was a Saturday. Perfect day to sleep in. And after all the anxiety, practices and stress. It went well.

Oh and we got to see the "betrayal" of Alexa XD

Sunday was the day before Monday. And nothing went out of place. Even dinner was unexpected to say. Stopped by Pey Loo's house for dinner, felt sick but brushed it off as not getting enough sleep.

Monday came. BAM! Headache, sore throat, stuffed nose and aching body. All wrapped into one. Oh right, did I mention Taekwondo contributed to sore muscles as well? XD Instructor was hell bent on giving us "stretching" lessons XD

I'll go head for bed. Yes it's early I know, but I'm sick. What to do. I don't like being sick. It makes you feel awful. And it makes you feel so helpless. Something I'm not used to. The headache, the stuffed nose, the dry and sore throat, and jelly-like body. It's awful alright. No more chocolate or Tom Yam for the next few days for me T^T

Song: A song of Storm and Fire by Kaijura Yuki
NOOOOOOOOO!!! I DON'T WANNA BE SICK!!! GO AWAY!! GO AWAAAAAY!!!!

Rain Rain Blow Me Away

2010-09-21T21:23:00.003+08:00

Mmm....The Biology Test is tomorrow and as the last step to my revision, I'm going to do notes =) Read through them tomorrow, and the next time he passes me my score sheet, I'm going to get my free lunch from Sim Hong Piew =D

Song- Regret by Hosimura Mai
PHOTOSYNTHESIS!! RAAAAAWR!!!

Cookies for the win!

2010-09-20T22:12:00.002+08:00

I honestly find nothing more satisfying that baking/cooking (though I'm not much of a bake person) and sharing it with people so they can give feedback on what you do so you can be better. It's so annoying when you eat it yourself and you just don't know what's wrong with whatever you make.

FYI, I baked another batch of chocolate chip cookies today =) I think they go really nice with mocha but I also just got an e-mail saying these were cancerous...

Oh well, I only bake stuff once in a full moon anyway. =)

Baking tips: Oats make them crunchier
For tastier cookies, try adding in Almond powder.
Song -Eternal Snow by Changin' My Life

Touchdown

2010-09-19T15:57:00.003+08:00

Alright! The holidays are over! =)
Time to buck up and finis what you're supposed to Esther!

Item Names:
Biology - Lab Report, Photosynthesis
Advanced Functions - Homework =.=
Condition of Items:
Mountain-sized and in awesome condition
Goal:
move mountains =)
Support:
Mocha and Chocolate Chip Cookies and music

*rolls up sleeves* Alright! First thing's first!
Esther logging out! *closes laptop lid*

Song: Tears in Heaven by December

The Same Power

2010-09-19T02:07:00.002+08:00

Tonight was a wake up night.
Tonight was a night we noticed things we didn't for the past 2 weeks.
Tonight was a night we were motivated.
Tonight was a night we realized.
Tonight was a night we decided.

That's it, we're not stopping here,
It's full forward charge.

You didn't chose us cause we were perfect- Jay Ong

The same power that conquered the grave
Lives in me, Lives in me
Your love that rescued the earth
Lives in me, lives in me

We're going to bring the roof down, and we're not going to get lost.
FORWARD CHAAAARGE!!!!

Anime wins Real Live- Action . Hands Down

2010-09-17T11:52:00.002+08:00

For the record peeps, I bit my lip and now it's bleeding D:

Oh and I still stand by my say that anime-turned-live-action-movies do NOT work. And it's not even a saying. It's a fact. Statistics prove that!

Hello Lord Momo, your momo-ness
Song- Great Soilder Boy, Come Marching Home by Iroh! =)

Of Holidays and Creams

2010-09-16T13:04:00.003+08:00

Happy Malaysia Day Peeps!!!

CELEBRATE WITH FOOOOOD!!!

Up in the picture you see a little bit of spring onion and ginger stir fried DEER! =D

Public Holidays make room for more sleep...mmm....
Song- Wings of Words by CHEMISTRY (what a dumb name....pffft)

Abandon Ship

2010-09-15T18:11:00.004+08:00

Time to increase work productivity.

First step -Biology - Photosynthesis *groans*

Song - Easy Go by Kazuki Kato
My sleep could use more time slots. So could my reading =)

Narcissism

2010-09-14T16:58:00.002+08:00

image from keyposters.com

What happened to the saying "Don't post personal stuff online cause you'll get stalked"?

Obviously we're all attention seeking.

Status update: blog updated! come and read!

song - Moment by Vivian or Kazuma

Lemme Drool a little while

2010-09-14T13:32:00.003+08:00

Yes, my latest geek obsession as of yet. I LOVE this scan ok?!

Song- Gr8 Story by SuG

The Root of All Evil

2010-09-14T00:55:00.002+08:00

Stock photo from sxc.hu

Time and time and again, I find myself having contradicting thoughts and meaningless debates with myself.

For example:

"I wish money would fall from the sky."
"Then won't money be worthless."
"Then I wish we had barter trading again."
"Oh believe me, then you would wish gold fell from the sky."

I would then be slapped back to reality. Though we're pretty optimistic, sometimes reality is inevitable. =D

Song- Vestige by T.M. Revolution